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ElTopo

ElTopo

Don't listen to me, I am drunk
Mar 30, 2025
258
Today I had a dream and it was about many things, about my childhood, my parents, school, home, everyday problems, failures etc... at some point in the dream I try to speak to God as I often do, but this time it reverberated into my body, it was a desperate cry for help and it was so heart felt, like it was the only logical thing to do, like my whole self wanted to do that and ask. I just wish I was heard. Nothing on this earth can help me.
 
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HawkTalon

HawkTalon

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Jan 15, 2026
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This is the plight of many who commit suicide. Those who have never had such thoughts will say of someone close to them who committed suicide that there were no signs and so on, but they're really saying they just they didn't pay attention. The suicidal usually give plenty of signs, cries for help, but know that outright saying "I wish to kill myself" will have grave consequences that make their suffering worse. It's an unfortunate thing.
 

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