I'm doubting SN is a good method for me too. It seems as if my nausea issues can't be resolved since any medications I've tried haven't worked well for me, at least not well enough to be effective when it comes to preventing nausea and vomiting from SN. I can barely even eat now because of the nausea.
I might use fentanyl if I can get it and the same goes for a gun. If I ever happen to get a gun I want to shoot myself on the roof of the building and let myself fall to the ground. Such a death would be a good lesson for those who doubted me, when I said I'd kill myself at some point in my life.