untilwebecomestars
trying to get by
- Apr 13, 2023
- 9
I don't feel like typing much... but to sum it up, I just wish I was brought up differently. I feel like I've wasted so much of my life even though I guess I'm on the younger side of the people on this website. I feel like I haven't done enough but I feel like it's too late.
The biggest reason is my dad. I won't go into much detail but he's the definition of wasted potential. If he got a job, we would have more money, which would have completely altered the course of my life. That's why when I have a child (if I even make it that far... ) I want to give them the life that I never got to have. I'm determined to work hard for my goals. I can't make the same mistakes my family made.
I guess that explains why I'm pretty good with kids lmao. My friends' little sisters and brothers always love me because I guess I know how to keep them happy lol. With them, I try my best to put on my best smile and play with them so that I can help them make better memories. Much better than I had growing up.
I really do wish I could become a little kid again with so many dreams. And start all over again.
The biggest reason is my dad. I won't go into much detail but he's the definition of wasted potential. If he got a job, we would have more money, which would have completely altered the course of my life. That's why when I have a child (if I even make it that far... ) I want to give them the life that I never got to have. I'm determined to work hard for my goals. I can't make the same mistakes my family made.
I guess that explains why I'm pretty good with kids lmao. My friends' little sisters and brothers always love me because I guess I know how to keep them happy lol. With them, I try my best to put on my best smile and play with them so that I can help them make better memories. Much better than I had growing up.
I really do wish I could become a little kid again with so many dreams. And start all over again.
