I wish I felt close to someone

[wildflowers1996]

The only person I ever feel I connected with doesn't care about me in the slightest or want me at all any more
Everything seems so pointless without them
I can't seem to connect with anyone else
I just can't make myself care about anything without them
It's been years and years. I'll never get over them

 

[escape_from_hell]

Probably won't make you feel better but I am here for the same reason and feel the same way. Been just two years but it is getting worse with time.

I guess it does make me feel slightly better to be on SaSu because other people really do relate here. I actually met a suicidal person at school and seemed to connect and be good friends for like two weeks before they intentionally ghosted me (they told me they did it on purpose) and that was pretty awful. So unfortunately just relating to other people suffering won't even help.

Only being lucky to have that special person I guess. I blew my chance. Now life is just going to be suffering to 'learn my lesson' till I finally get enough drugs/courage to do the final deed, or die in absolute agony of natural causes as a coward. Likely after ending up like the many tragic homeless here in USA screaming at the air on public transportation in literal agony with no one around that cares or is able to help anyway even if they did.

If you are young still it's not necessarily totally done, young people are likeable too.

 

[INTJme]

The only person I ever feel I connected with doesn't care about me in the slightest or want me at all any more
Everything seems so pointless without them

On the same boat... my fiancée got cold feet and we broke things off last September.
I have been miserable ever since despite trying everything in my power to heal. She has since become extremely distant and doesn't wanna have anything to do with me.
Doesn't help that I've PDD and being suicidal has been a somewhat lifelong nuisance. C'est la vie I guess.

 

[amra81nz]

I met someone around New years and we got on great ineven started to fall for her buy all she wanted was to rack up a body count. Totally destroyed me ever since