I wish I could stop being fat, it's torture.

[rotten_hrtz]

All my life I've struggled to change my body, from diets to starving myself, but it never works. I'm not obese, but I'm not slim either. I'm in a limbo where I'm too fat to be considered pretty and not fat enough to be considered obese (I don't know if that makes sense).

But it's all my dad's fault. My dad always made fun of my body and called me a cow or obese. It affected how I see myself. I don't know if I'm pretty or ugly, but I don't want to live feeling like this anymore.

Many people around me often say I'm pretty, but I don't believe it. They only say it so I don't think about it. I've thought that all my confidence problems will end when I finally end my life. Maybe then I won't feel so ugly and I can just rest.

 

[Alumina]

do you really think you are ugly and if you do, why?

 

[Front Back]

do you really think you are ugly and if you do, why?

Possibly because the father kept telling this person this

But it's all my dad's fault. My dad always made fun of my body and called me a cow or obese.

It's honestly so painful when you know WHY your hurt but still can't overcome it, I myself falls on underweight BMI and no matter what I do I can't get 50 Kg

 

[Alumina]

Possibly because the father kept telling this person this

what i mean is like does SHE think it and if so is it because SHE really thinks she's fat or is she gaslighted by the father? i mean a lot of people (myself included before) are just shamed but beside are not that fat
ngl after all ik it's a dumb question, most aren't objective about it bc of the bullying

 

[fadedghost]

All my life I've struggled to change my body, from diets to starving myself, but it never works. I'm not obese, but I'm not slim either. I'm in a limbo where I'm too fat to be considered pretty and not fat enough to be considered obese (I don't know if that makes sense).

But it's all my dad's fault. My dad always made fun of my body and called me a cow or obese. It affected how I see myself. I don't know if I'm pretty or ugly, but I don't want to live feeling like this anymore.

Many people around me often say I'm pretty, but I don't believe it. They only say it so I don't think about it. I've thought that all my confidence problems will end when I finally end my life. Maybe then I won't feel so ugly and I can just rest.

It sounds like you are probably normal weight and perceive yourself incorrectly. If you aren't a normal weight, GLP-1s like Ozempic work really well and the prices are coming down dramatically.

 

[Front Back]

what i mean is like does SHE think it and if so is it because SHE really thinks she's fat or is she gaslighted by the father? i mean a lot of people (myself included before) are just shamed but beside are not that fat
ngl after all ik it's a dumb question, most aren't objective about it bc of the bullying

It should be related, her father kept telling her that and because of that she starts to think for herself that she is indeed that. We better wait for her response