I wish I could shoot myself

[hurts2b]

It's such a fast way out. I w

 

[Dawnfang]

Felt. If I lived somewhere they were easily accessible, I'd be long gone.

 

[fleurdelune]

mannn i work across the street from a gun store and every time i pass it i contemplate walking in there to see if they would sell to me (adult woman who looks 12 and has no personal experience with guns). but then i worry about a coworker seeing me buying firearms and being like wtf :')

 

[kittybangbang]

A few years ago I had the PERFECT opportunity to ctb with my abuser's gun. I'm knowledgeable with guns, so my death would have been swift, easy, and *bonus* blown up my abuser's life (at least temporarily). But I was so messed up on drugs I could barely think straight. I never slept and my mind was completely f*cked. Every day since then I've regretted my lack of action.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from this existence of torturous suffering, I hope you find peace.

 

[LigottiIsRight]

The only reason I'm still alive is because I'm from a country with no easy access to firearms (basically all of us outside the USA are cooked in this sense). With a gun at hand, I'd have been long gone.

 

[itsgone2]

I live in USA and I'm thankful I was able to purchase a firearm. But it is difficult. I've had it close to a month and still here.
I desperately want to succeed and hopefully I do soon.
But it's not easy. Ideally we'd be able to die peacefully whenever we chose.
Dry firing is easy. Loading and unloading and firing and hoping for an accident. Eventually need to be deliberate.
I'm truly hate life.

 

[StupidGirl001]

Felt. If I lived somewhere they were easily accessible, I'd be long gone.

Exactly. It's fast and you only need the firearm, and its mortality is super high too...
I think it would also actibate less survival instincts compared to other methods.