Venting i wish i could catch the bus tomorrow

[somewhatdeadly]

i really wish i had a gun to kill myself tomorrow i dont have any good method which leaves me hanging in life much more than when i think would be ideal to die should i try to do the apricot seed method i dont know every day i am alive stuff get a bit worse every single day

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I also wish to be gone, all I want is to never suffer again and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing that is guaranteed, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.