KillingPain267
Paragon
- Apr 15, 2024
- 984
It's the only thing that ACTUALLY works to numb both my mental and physical pain (backpain). So what if it's addictive! It works. When I'm numbed by morphine or oxycodone I neither feel suicidal, depressed, traumatized from trauma or anxious. All the other crap, SSRIs, SNRIs etc. doesn't do shit on me. But since doctors won't prescribe opioids or even fuckin' benzos I am stuck with planning to end my depressed and anxious brain for good. So their choice is either leave me with 1. severe suffering, 2. adiiction to opioids or 3. let me ctb. But since doctors refuse 2. and 3. they let me suffer for decades. What does that say about their "ethics"? What's worse? Allow me to be addicted or ctb? In reality they don't care if I kms or suffer pain for half a century more. They only care about covering their ass from laws and lawsuits about addictive substances.
