I will never stop thinking about suicide. Until I'm dead.

[Zzzzz]

I think this is just wrong. If someone has thought basically 24/7 for 10 years about suicide..... Jesus..... It's psychological torture. This is not living. It would take something incredible to make me completely change the way I feel about life. Something real and tangible. An idea will NEVER be good incentive for me to live in this slave society. I have absolutely no incentive and no reason to not think about death virtually 24 7.

 

[meetapple]

Lately I have been feeling like this. Yes, ten years is a long time to be like this without relief.

 

[deleted]

i think about suicide since i was 13 years old, all alone at the bottom of the well and i know my future only depends on myself no one but me can help me and that makes me even sadder

 

[NormaJeane]

Yeah, life is cruelly suffering when people are forced to live for decades when they want to die. Euthanasia is the solution to human pain, diseases, age-related ailments, loneliness, homelessness and poverty. Death is a part of life: we are born, we live and we die. We wake up every day and then we breathe, eat and drink to keep us alive. But we should be able to get used to suicide and death too with the passage of time. Death should be one of those things we do every day - today I am going to die!

 

[Shu]

What if death is just the beginning?

 

[demuic]

People don't understand the toll that years of torments takes on someone.

 

[dreadpirateroberts69]

It would take something incredible to make me completely change the way I feel about life. Something real and tangible. An idea will NEVER be good incentive for me to live in this slave society.

THIS. I would need something to really change and transform my life to stop feeling this way. I know what I need to be happy and my needs are simply not being met. This is why I doubt trying therapy again would help me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I am always thinking about suicide, more than anything I would like a peaceful exit. Life is just pain and suffering so for me it makes sense to want to escape. I will never want to be alive. It can be torture to live a dreadful existence, I believe that wanting suicide can be perfectly rational in a life like this. It is horrific how much people suffer, life is so unfair. I wish you the best.

 

[wanttodie]

I am always thinking about suicide 24/7

 

[Under The Graveyard]

When I'm thinking of something else, the thought of suicide is there. It doesn't just go away as easy as normal people think it does.

 

[Feeding Pigeons]

When I'm thinking of something else, the thought of suicide is there. It doesn't just go away as easy as normal people think it does.

Absolutely. It just sinks into the background but it doesn't vanish. I can't stand when people act like its that simple. Maybe they think that because their own chimp brains can't have multiple thoughts at once.

 

[GreenTree]

What if death is just the beginning?

What if it isn't? No one knows.

 

[Of The Universe]

Me neither. Fuck!!!!

 

[markimobzzdeasui]

People don't understand the toll that years of torments takes on someone.

True. They just expect you to switch off your suicidal feelings and even gaslight yourself out of your whole reality like you are a mere robot without any emotional being. Just so that they can live with their irrational assumptions about suicidal people and suicide without being challenged with the truth.

 

[lmon]

I think this is just wrong. If someone has thought basically 24/7 for 10 years about suicide..... Jesus..... It's psychological torture. This is not living. It would take something incredible to make me completely change the way I feel about life. Something real and tangible. An idea will NEVER be good incentive for me to live in this slave society. I have absolutely no incentive and no reason to not think about death virtually 24 7.

same

 

[completely-done]

Always. I'm a useless piece of shit who fucks up everything I touch. Everything I touch goes to shit.