I will do ctb within today

[bestroper]

Hello. I'm going to do a ctb today. I already have a lot of physical and mental problems, but they're getting worse. I prefer fast death to slow and painful death. I'll leave in a few hours. If I don't access this forum after today, please think that I did ctb. I wasn't really an active user, but I got a lot of help from this forum.
Farewell.

 

[missingpeace]

I wish you a fast and peaceful transition.

 

[Touhou]

Farewell, I hope the bus ride's smooth.

 

[GasMonkey]

What's your method?

 

[Asphyxiater]

Good bye

 

[Mimi_]

May you be free of all your misery.

 

[bestroper]

What's your method?

Drowning. I've been looked into it for a very long time and thought it was best suited to my current situation.

 

[leeloosnow]

safe travels friend <3

 

[bestroper]

Gotta go.. good bye and luck to you all

 

[Caoine01]

Good bye and have a smoth transision

 

[ExistHarm]

safe bus ride friend.

 

[Shivali]

 

[Sparr0w]

i wish you luck and peace

 

[bestroper]

fuck it. I failed. I jumped into the water in the sea and the fisherman "saved" me. I have to be admitted to a mental hospital now. But I'll try again later. And personally, I don't recommend drowning.

 

[ExistHarm]

fuck it. I failed. I jumped into the water in the sea and the fisherman "saved" me. I have to be admitted to a mental hospital now. But I'll try again later. And personally, I don't recommend drowning.

im sorry that this has happened....maybe find a different method, im not sure drowning is all that quick, but im not sure. nonetheless good luck

 

[FuneralCry]

To me, it sounds really horrible being "saved" from a suicide attempt. Forcing someone to continue existing is so incredibly cruel, it just shows that this world truly is hell how people end up being punished for simply trying to die. But I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you are searching for as people shouldn't have to suffer against their wishes.

 

[qwerty1969]

How long were you in the water? How far did you go out in the water? I am planning this method too.

 

[bestroper]

How long were you in the water? How far did you go out in the water? I am planning this method too.

I had 3-4 minutes in water, and it was relatively shallow place.

 

[qwerty1969]

I am organising a boat to take me far out into the ocean.

 

[bestroper]

I am organising a boat to take me far out into the ocean.

I personally don't recommend the sea. It was an incredibly unpleasant experience because of all the salt. I knew, of course, that there was salt in the ocean, but it was beyond my imagination. But if you really want it, go for it.

 

[Lizzie]

fuck it. I failed. I jumped into the water in the sea and the fisherman "saved" me. I have to be admitted to a mental hospital now. But I'll try again later. And personally, I don't recommend drowning.

Yeah peaceful and drowning don't go together

 

[qwerty1969]

I sort of know what to expect and I know it's going to be uncomfortable. Will sedate myself and I will have a trusted friend to get me out into deep water.

 

[Touhou]

I feel for you. Best of luck with your next attempt at CTBing.

 

[SilentSadness]

I think drowning must be a horrible method, but the fact that you were "saved" against your wishes is truly dreadful and exactly what I'm afraid of. I wish people could keep their hands to themselves without some kind of hero complex, and I hope you can leave that prison soon.

 

[GasMonkey]

fuck it. I failed.

That's very common with that method, all the attempts that I have seen have failed.

 

[Ozi]

fuck it. I failed. I jumped into the water in the sea and the fisherman "saved" me. I have to be admitted to a mental hospital now. But I'll try again later. And personally, I don't recommend drowning.

Usually, society praises these people as "heroes"; but I don't really understand why. Let people die if they want to die, is it really that hard to understand? but nope, just continue praising the people who throw all the suicidal people in a mental hospital until they are deemed "fit to return to society"