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cursedlife

Student
Jun 28, 2024
158
I had everything ready ( full suspension hanging) I had the rope tied to the anchor point, the knot around my neck, but when I stepped out the chair the rope broke ( technically it isn't a rope it's bathroom clothes belt ) the belt was torn apart ( I'm 74 kg by the way ) I was so ready and determent to do it , now I want to buy a stronger rope but I'm afraid the seller will get suspicious so if anyone have an idea on how to do it without him getting suspicious please help me , because if I don't go with full suspension hanging my other method of choice will be train or bus wheels.
 
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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
636
I'm sorry it didn't go as planned. I don't think the seller will be suspicious of someone buying more rope because there's many uses.
 
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kopebaldy

Dovahkiin
Jul 5, 2025
420
Buy it online, don't buy it in person but if you absolutely have to, don't say anything more than what being asked.

Most sellers don't care, they might not even remember you, and "it broke" is an acceptable answer.
 
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cursedlife

Student
Jun 28, 2024
158
Buy it online, don't buy it in person but if you absolutely have to, don't say anything more than what being asked.

Most sellers don't care, they might not even remember you, and "it broke" is an acceptable answer.
Thank you , I'll keep that in mind
 
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kopebaldy

Dovahkiin
Jul 5, 2025
420
Thank you , I'll keep that in mind
A bored/nonchalant attitude or humor can carry you very far.

If I can get away with telling the seller Imma drink SN because the [local tv show] last night sucks so bad it makes me want to kill myself, you can get away with buying more rope.

And once again, most sellers couldn't care less. They only asked out of courtesy. A short non-answer is more than good enough.
 
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cursedlife

Student
Jun 28, 2024
158
A bored/nonchalant attitude or humor can carry you very far.

If I can get away with telling the seller Imma drink SN because the [local tv show] last night sucks so bad it makes me want to kill myself, you can get away with buying more rope.

And once again, most sellers couldn't care less. They only asked out of courtesy. A short non-answer is more than good enough.
I'll try that
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,495
I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
I had everything ready ( full suspension hanging) I had the rope tied to the anchor point, the knot around my neck, but when I stepped out the chair the rope broke ( technically it isn't a rope it's bathroom clothes belt ) the belt was torn apart ( I'm 74 kg by the way ) I was so ready and determent to do it , now I want to buy a stronger rope but I'm afraid the seller will get suspicious so if anyone have an idea on how to do it without him getting suspicious please help me , because if I don't go with full suspension hanging my other method of choice will be train or bus wheels.
Hi, you can order a very stable polyester rope 12mm thick from amazon. They hold a lot and will do the job 100%
 
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Obliviate

Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
1,011
Wa
If I can get away with telling the seller Imma drink SN because the [local tv show] last night sucks so bad it makes me want to kill myself, you can get away with buying more rope.
Wait what? what happen here lol
 
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DeadSouls

DeadSouls

Perpetually sad.
Jun 23, 2025
109
Sorry that happened to you. A failed attempt feels completely defeating and leaves you feeling like the most raw version of yourself. In my experience, anyway. It's exhausting.

No one will question someone buying rope, it's a pretty classic item to own and use for other things completely unrelated to hanging oneself. 🌝
 
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hippiedeath

hippiedeath

Dead on the inside
Jul 12, 2025
249
If you go to an outdoor store that sells climbing rope, you can tell them it's for rock climbing. They'll cut it to the length you specify.
 
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Obliviate

Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
1,011
Wa

Wait what? what happen here lol
AH. I'm assuming your in a different country. I'm in the states and yeah they take this stuff seriously because how ever will they survive without their poverty wage workers.
 
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EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
2,271
If I can get away with telling the seller Imma drink SN because the [local tv show] last night sucks so bad it makes me want to kill myself, you can get away with buying more rope.
:O wow!
 

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