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CuriosityKilledTheK

CuriosityKilledTheK

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I can't make myself actually drink this SN even though I've had it mixed 2 times now and it's so incredibly frustrating. I had every intention of doing this but with it in front of me, even to my lips, it's a whole different game. I can only make myself think to for maybe half a second before my mind thinks of every way not to.
 
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I'm supposed to be gone too. It's not a good feeling. Nothing ever will be.

I'm sorry. Drinking it seems so simple. SI sucks.
 
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CuriosityKilledTheK

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May 13, 2026
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I'm supposed to be gone too. It's not a good feeling. Nothing ever will be.

I'm sorry. Drinking it seems so simple. SI sucks.
I have no desire to be alive or anything I would want to live for yet it's just kicking my ass. I hate how easily it is for your mind to stop you from ending your life, even with lies to it.
 
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