left0vers
это всего лишь кошмар
- Feb 23, 2026
- 142
Don't know if it's DID or BPD or CPTSD or something else, but it's fucking debilitating
All these people I am are dysfunctional and unlivable
And no matter what interface is fronting, the core is always suffering to the point of physical pain
The body can't take it, the egos can't take it, and yet it's still going on
Despite all the self-hatred and self-disappointment
Everything fell apart and then it fell apart again, and again, and again and again
This is not a life worth living
This is not a mind worth being
It needs to be over
All these people I am are dysfunctional and unlivable
And no matter what interface is fronting, the core is always suffering to the point of physical pain
The body can't take it, the egos can't take it, and yet it's still going on
Despite all the self-hatred and self-disappointment
Everything fell apart and then it fell apart again, and again, and again and again
This is not a life worth living
This is not a mind worth being
It needs to be over
