I was going to CTB yesterday, but...

[Kotaru Chan]

The existing methods available cause a lot of suffering.
It is still taboo in society that there are people who want to kill themselves because they don't want to live this unfair and difficult life.
We still don't have the means to sleep peacefully and not wake up anymore.
I don't want to hurt anyone. I just want to get out of a reality where I'm completely unhappy. And even that they take from me and treat me like I'm abnormal.

What is the problem with human beings? Why can't we die in peace and why do we have to suffer so much to do so?

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as all I wish for is to not exist, I see so much cruelty in how suffering is seen as to force and prolong no matter what with peaceful ways to permanently cease existing so cruelly denied as all I wish for is to never wake ever again, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering. I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous and futile existence that I just never would had chosen, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep, I just want peace from this existence of cruelty and suffering where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[Kotaru Chan]

I understand as all I wish for is to not exist, I see so much cruelty in how suffering is seen as to force and prolong no matter what with peaceful ways to permanently cease existing so cruelly denied as all I wish for is to never wake ever again, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering. I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous and futile existence that I just never would had chosen, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep, I just want peace from this existence of cruelty and suffering where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I understand you perfectly