I thought I was getting better...
Becoming a member of society, all that. Truth is I've been lying to myself and faking my smile when I know it's dark and empty inside...
I'm so exhausted from pretending to be "normal", like I'm okay...
I've lost my will to live, and waking up every day is torture and it's disappointing. Open my eyes in thr morning and my first thought "fuck, I'm still alive"
Having absolutely no one doesn't help much either
Becoming a member of society, all that. Truth is I've been lying to myself and faking my smile when I know it's dark and empty inside...
I'm so exhausted from pretending to be "normal", like I'm okay...
I've lost my will to live, and waking up every day is torture and it's disappointing. Open my eyes in thr morning and my first thought "fuck, I'm still alive"
Having absolutely no one doesn't help much either
