I was born to be sad and lonely forever...

[Misery99]

Even if something made me happy for a little while, it doesn't last long and I end with much more unbearable sadness.I think my life is a cruel joke. They say nothing lasts forever. But my unhappiness surely is.I would only feel relief once I'm dead and not exist in this world anymore.

 

[MrBlue]

I definitely understand that feeling. I haven't had much of the way of success/happiness, but whenever it comes along it disappears just as quickly. If you want to talk about anything bothering you in particular atm I'm happy to.

 

[_Minsk]

i can relate, i would be okay with just being sad but the pain is whats killing me literally

 

[Eridanos]

I don't know how normal people don't get crazy thinking about how pointless and pain inducing life is. It seems that other people just can ignore it but I don't know how.
The only thing I noticed gives me a little bit of relief is escapism or seeing my pain with others who understand me (for example just by reading threads here on SS). Anyway, if you want to talk about anything you want feel free to do it.

 

[Good4Nothing]

Me too.

 

[CarbonMonoxide]

I don't know how normal people don't get crazy thinking about how pointless and pain inducing life is. It seems that other people just can ignore it but I don't know how.

Most people live like the proverbial donkey with a carrot dangled in front of it, never to reach it. They rationalize and compromise reaching for happiness that never comes. They keep up this crazy hope until one day they die alone. It annoys me to no end.

 

[SipSop]

Even if something made me happy for a little while, it doesn't last long and I end with much more unbearable sadness.I think my life is a cruel joke. They say nothing lasts forever. But my unhappiness surely is.I would only feel relief once I'm dead and not exist in this world anymore.

I feel the same.
We were dealt bad hands in life.
Best regards.

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

the world really is an unfair place. at the end of the day, no matter how good a day you had, you'll always end up feeling sad.

 

[Misery99]

I definitely understand that feeling. I haven't had much of the way of success/happiness, but whenever it comes along it disappears just as quickly. If you want to talk about anything bothering you in particular atm I'm happy to.

Thank you I think this world really needs me dead because no matter how hard I try to withhold the pain and try to fight back, something terrible happens and disappoint me always in the end. My life has always been full of temporary happiness and permanent sadness.

i can relate, i would be okay with just being sad but the pain is whats killing me literally

Yes it's a horrible feeling. I have no escape from it until I end my miserable life.

 

[shadow7891]

It's like the entire world re-arranged just to screw me over, I've been through so much and I feel like it's no accident. If it was one thing then it wouldn't mean anything, two maybe it's a coincidence, but when so much happened and at certain times so that in the end I end up lonely, depressed and with so much other shit to deal with then you feel like there is something against you to be happy and find peace. Now I just live by the philosophy of EXPECT NOTHING AND YOU WILL NEVER BE DISAPPOINTED.