Venting I was admitted to the hospital and taken out the day of

[fleshgarden]

putting just this screenshot here because I already ranted about it. sorry that I type weird.i feel like dying

 

[whywere]

My heart and soul go out to you. I live in the Midwest of the U. S .and believe me, if what happened to you was here, you would be admitted in a flash. I had to reread your thread a couple of times to just digest the fact that the hospital staff was so blandly ignorant, and no empathy shown at all. just the worst period.

One time, I walked into the emergency department saying I needed mental health help, I was taken and talked to and admitted quickly.

You are a very kind, thoughtful and loving soul, your thread speaks volumes of these qualities.

Huge hugs, love and the knowledge that I care very deeply for you, as a great friend.

Walter

 

[LastFlowers]

I wish I could have left the hospital that easily.

Seems like the more you make yourself out to be "unwell" or actually desiring of their services, the more they want to kick you to the curb.
Meanwhile you could play the "I'm fine" game in order to get the hell out of there and they'll somehow end up hell-bent on imprisoning you.

Got somewhere to be? They'll keep ya.
Got nowhere else to be? They'll kick ya.

How's your insurance? Got any? Any good?
That also tends to be a factor.

It's all about documentation to avoid liability, $$$..or even pissing the wrong person off.

 

[fleshgarden]

thank you for the replies. I really appreciate them.
I still haven't stopped crying about it .. my girlfriend got a bit upset at the situation. I still feel so hopeless. everything changed after I did that. I shouldn't have told anyone. now I can't even kill myself if I wanted to. I'm on supervision. it hurts so much to know that no one truly wants help for me. no one is going to take me seriously . oh god I can't handle it. why am I so stupid. I just want to die so much and I wish I could die. all of this agony for no one to believe I need help. everyday it hurts so much. for so long.. I don't know how to do this anymore .. I need to die so badly. I want to escape this pain so much

 

[Bunnybrains]

this sounds like it was really hard- I hope ur doing ok

 

[fleshgarden]

this sounds like it was really hard- I hope ur doing ok

thank you,i guess I'm okay right now