I want to turn your feelings into music [please read full post]

[U. A.]

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[MapleS]

(I'm in my way into recovery) it would be easier to day what makes me suicidal (like figuring out where can I put my rope in that very momment), how it SHOULD sound

my nightmer:
synthetic sounds, no vocal, no humming, weird, maybe has organs, liminal space, a scream

if you want to do it based on my experience

Spoiler: basically my pain

|| I didn't felt anithng for 18 years, then had best year on my life(it was terrible also) and then a sound broke me. Like completly. I have real trauma from it. Then fear, a lot of fear. One fear creates another. Dissociation. Not being able to show my emotion, being scared of it, emotions buid up and I'm ready to hang right there. Lack of nature kills me. I hate synthetic world - world I'm not build for being 'heavily' autistic, yet there's nowhere where I could belong and be happy. And I want to live - experience good things like I once did in that year. Now I'm heavily medicated being able to exist only because my family is doing anything for me not to cbt. but I hate them anyway. I'm scared of them... afer all my terror has a wiggly sound of my eighbor's has heater and a refrigerator. but it's not music of my despair...with fragmented personality (experiencing world as a multiple being one)||

it's not all but what I feel my pain is
you know, I actually would like my experience to be music interpreted.
Don't feel pressured tho, it's not that important to me

 

[scordatura]

Dark, Intense, Arrhythmic

Strings, Electric Keys, and Bass (don't force it though if something else comes to mind)

I realise this post was a short while ago, so no worries if you don't get round to it, or others things have came up. Cool idea though, I'd like to try something similar sometime.

 

[U. A.]

Funny timing @scordatura; I forgot about this and had stepped away from the site and making anything for a bit, but I coincidentally have come back to it. So here you go:



I'm my own worst critic so I'll hold my tongue but hopefully it's at least moderately enjoyable if not on the mark. Turns out not a lot of samples have "arrhythmic" tag, lol. The weird multi-part structure is cause the extremely limited options didn't really mesh. Only the opening clip had them I think all, for those given instruments.

@MapleS, could you reformat your ask to follow the system in my OP? Like scordatura's example of:

Dark, Intense, Arrhythmic

Strings, Electric Keys, and Bass (don't force it though if something else comes to mind)

there are waaayy too many options without that much constraint for me

 

[scordatura]

Funny timing @scordatura; I forgot about this and had stepped away from the site and making anything for a bit, but I coincidentally have come back to it. So here you go:



I'm my own worst critic so I'll hold my tongue but hopefully it's at least moderately enjoyable if not on the mark. Turns out not a lot of samples have "arrhythmic" tag, lol. The weird multi-part structure is cause the extremely limited options didn't really mesh. Only the opening clip had them I think all, for those given instruments.

@MapleS, could you reformat your ask to follow the system in my OP? Like scordatura's example of:

there are waaayy too many options without that much constraint for me

Thank you so much for your interpretation! I'm surprised how quickly you managed to put that together, it's a nice way to start my day, as I've just woken up. I had go a pull out my good headphones to give it a proper listen.

I like the beat at the start. I have an irregular heart beat, which freaks me out sometimes when I focus on it, but I enjoy hearing it replicated in music. Then the buildup where it starts to get louder and more intense with the single distorted note, and then the sudden stop to something quietly melodic and ambient is very nice. The string part has a dark classical vibe to it. Definitely feels like something I can relate too.

I'm really pleased with that. I know we usually are our own worst critic, but I think you pulled that off very well and I appreciate you taking the time to work on it. Please keep on writing :)

 

[gunmetalblue]

Distorted - Dark - Intense - Processed - Dissonant

Electric guitar - Bass - Synths - Drums / Kits

You can pick and chose between everything. I actually kind of already have a song I rather associate with my sadness approach to suicide/life so I'd be interested in seeing what you come up with :)

 

[U. A.]

Distorted - Dark - Intense - Processed - Dissonant

Electric guitar - Bass - Synths - Drums / Kits

You can pick and chose between everything. I actually kind of already have a song I rather associate with my sadness approach to suicide/life so I'd be interested in seeing what you come up with :)

Aight well here's some sound accompanied by an image and words - consume in whatever order (recommend headphones):

Sound:

Spoiler: image

Spoiler: words

When inputting all the descriptors you chose there were only like nine sounds; all of them bass, so I wanted to build it around the least grating ones...mostly dubstep-type shit, which is not my jam as you might imagine. But I kinda had to go that way so I went with drums sorta halfway between that and a rock-ish thing.
The synths are ???, tried to pick dissonant ones that still made sense for.....the guitar, which I really wanted to put in some kind of Morello octave shift effect on fewer notes but sadly, freeware is limited so it had to be a shitty octave pedal. Which was the impetus for the excessive amount of notes lol.
The end, well...I felt like you could appreciate some contrasting musical humor, so there you go. The thing crashed while exporting which led to the come-and-go effect; that wasn't intentional but I liked it (and already crashed the thing twice) so I left it lol [...I overcompressed it; the end should be quieter...]

 

[gunmetalblue]

Aight well here's some sound accompanied by an image and words - consume in whatever order (recommend headphones):

Sound:

Spoiler: image

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Spoiler: words

When inputting all the descriptors you chose there were only like nine sounds; all of them bass, so I wanted to build it around the least grating ones...mostly dubstep-type shit, which is not my jam as you might imagine. But I kinda had to go that way so I went with drums sorta halfway between that and a rock-ish thing.
The synths are ???, tried to pick dissonant ones that still made sense for.....the guitar, which I really wanted to put in some kind of Morello octave shift effect on fewer notes but sadly, freeware is limited so it had to be a shitty octave pedal. Which was the impetus for the excessive amount of notes lol.
The end, well...I felt like you could appreciate some contrasting musical humor, so there you go. The thing crashed while exporting which led to the come-and-go effect; that wasn't intentional but I liked it (and already crashed the thing twice) so I left it lol [...I overcompressed it; the end should be quieter...]

I want this as my ringtone. How can i download it?

Seriously, I love it. The dubstep made me laugh, I was caught off guard since I listened before reading what you noted underneath, and i was like "Ahh.... Yes this sweet sound is exactly how i fell on the daily."
It definitely was retro game vibes to me, effective. Otherwise, the transition was smooth between both parts hardly noticed it. When from Tetris to those clean riffs. Loved the second part, the guitar was a blessing to the ears, the base drum from 2:35 ish to 3 was satisfying af.

You did great! Thanks :)

 

[U. A.]

I want this as my ringtone. How can i download it?

Seriously, I love it. The dubstep made me laugh, I was caught off guard since I listened before reading what you noted underneath, and i was like "Ahh.... Yes this sweet sound is exactly how i fell on the daily."
It definitely was retro game vibes to me, effective. Otherwise, the transition was smooth between both parts hardly noticed it. When from Tetris to those clean riffs. Loved the second part, the guitar was a blessing to the ears, the base drum from 2:35 ish to 3 was satisfying af.

You did great! Thanks :)

"Dubstep: the soundtrack of the suicidal". I should've predicted most people would pick dark, intense, dissonant, arrhythmic, and those ones, whoops

I kinda ran with where it had to go given you already have a song, but if I had to guess at something that'd actually suit (based solely on the descriptors and your profile photo) I think it would be a lot more like the piano/orchestra section of the previous one. Much more sparse, airy; maybe some dissonant chords. Basically nothing like this
Also can't take full credit for the drums; it's programmed to an extent, but automated to follow what's on the other tracks. Fulling programming that much would not be possible...

Click the robot(?) head/"Vocaroo" thing on the left to go to the page it's hosted on, where there is a download link.

 

[gunmetalblue]

"Dubstep: the soundtrack of the suicidal". I should've predicted most people would pick dark, intense, dissonant, arrhythmic, and those ones, whoops

I kinda ran with where it had to go given you already have a song, but if I had to guess at something that'd actually suit (based solely on the descriptors and your profile photo) I think it would be a lot more like the piano/orchestra section of the previous one. Much more sparse, airy; maybe some dissonant chords. Basically nothing like this
Also can't take full credit for the drums; it's programmed to an extent, but automated to follow what's on the other tracks. Fulling programming that much would not be possible...

Click the robot(?) head/"Vocaroo" thing on the left to go to the page it's hosted on, where there is a download link.

I'm awaiting your full album now, it'll be a hit. Could title the thing something like: The ascending screeches of the depressed.

That's an interesting interpretation. Maybe. Idk. Mhm.
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