I want to stop this suffering for once

[PabloV320]

Please, before you say. "That's not the way" I want you to read my situation When I was a baby I had Hydrocephalus, however it did not look quite right. My head is approximately 63-64 cm, the problem is that I am also short (162 cm) This has made me receive ridicule and criticism everywhere, (Primary, secondary, high school and university) I have been missed at work since what I study is related to the public. Even when I expose, always from high school they made fun of me, it was terrible to hear what was in my head I never told my parents why they did not care, my father even made fun of me by giving me nicknames and even though this is not genetic (all my relatives are normal in this) I am the only one with this. I am tired of suffering this every day, I have realized that they have taken photos of me in public transport or that they speak behind my back, (When I go to do I heard normal people making comments about me) I recently went to a neurologist and he told me that it is too late, nothing can be done, even as a child something could have been done but it was between 2-3 years, my skull cannot be a little smaller I am tired of always suffering so much criticism, I even saved money to have surgery since I thought something could be done, but apparently not. What do you think is the best way to die without pain? Or the fastest? I have two options -Arma (In this case, they assault me and shoot me) -Hanged (I have more planned but I understand that you make a lot of noise when doing it and I have no place where) I understand that most of you will tell me not to do it, life is beautiful, but unfortunately for someone with a physical defect like the one I have, I cannot do anything and it is tiring to always hear other people's opinions everywhere, in other states, etc. (I travel often) Do you know something? If you do not have a physical problem like me, it is not worth doing it, for me life is very beautiful as long as you are the same as other people (physically normal) Thank you!

 

[Conker]

Yeah, unfortunately there are some extreme cases such as yourself who cannot afford to buy into the illusion of "happiness" or "peace".
Only options are getting addicted to drugs and/or suicide.
When you're fucked up enough on the right drug combo, and they hit the spot.. You forget about all of your past pain & worries. If only for a fleeting moment, I do advise you to at the very least get some before biting the bullet.





Most so-called humans are just evil cowardly robots as you've already noticed.
The beauty you speak of is shallow and not what's most important.
It's akin to worshipping a maggot-infested corpse with make-up on.
This hijacked lifeless realm has a lot of missing magic & potency, you'd be surprised at our true history.
"Normal" state of consciousness is a disease caused by devolution.

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Even for a seemingly normal person or in the case of Kurt, there can still be plenty of hidden problems that haunt us everyday and night.
You don't recognize it because we put on a mask in public, you don't stop to question what could be behind our masks.


Which is to say that it is no guarantee that things would've been any better for you either which way.
Given how truly old your soul is, you already dreamed a "decent or good life" at one point in time.
You just aren't able to recall it due to the airs of amnesia that have been forcibly installed down here.
So if that's all which matters to you, don't worry as eventually this nightmare of yours is going to end regardless.

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[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that things are so hopeless, life is just so cruel and unfair. Your feelings of wanting to exit this world are perfectly understandable. It is hard to carry on when you are tired of suffering. Of course, only the individual knows if suicide is the right thing for them, it is our life and our decision and we do not need to justify our reasons for leaving. We all deserve an painless death, there should be options of euthanasia as we never asked to be alive. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.