Discussion I want to share my letter with you guys

[HowSoonIsNow]

I'm not catching rhe bus yet but I wanted to share my letter and hear your thoughts
"
I tried to write this letter several times but it never seemed sincere.If I posted it I already drank a very lethal substance and I'll be dead in a couple of minutes, don't worry,I didn't suffered.
My beloved friends, don't look for answers or a reason. I've battling against BPD for several years, and, when I came home from the psych ward after almost a month, I knew that it could not get better than this.
I tried, I tried to improve myself, to find a job and all the things that normal people do...I tried, but instead, I've became bitter and angry, sometimes I can't recognize myself and I'm afraid of what I can became in the future.
This world, it wasn't made for people like me, people who feel too much. Love hurts, the euphoria is just too much, the sadness is unbearable and happiness...I don't remember of her, will she finds me?
Please don't blame yourselves for "not being there" It was my choice, you couldn't save me because I didn't wanted to be saved. I lost this battle and I'm not a bad loser.
I'd like to say thank you,for sharing things with me, for being my friend. I'll always love you.

Much love

( My initials)"

 

[whywere]

1st, excellent train of thought. I have written asuicide not along the same lines. 2nd, I too have always felt if this world is not right for me. I have always thought that i was either on this planet thousands of years too early or wrong planet to begin with. I am in the same boat and I feel your heart braking sorrow and I truly wish I could make it all better for you.Please take great care of yourself and you are loved here! Love and peace to you my great sanctioned suicide friend!

 

[HowSoonIsNow]

1st, excellent train of thought. I have written asuicide not along the same lines. 2nd, I too have always felt if this world is not right for me. I have always thought that i was either on this planet thousands of years too early or wrong planet to begin with. I am in the same boat and I feel your heart braking sorrow and I truly wish I could make it all better for you.Please take great care of yourself and you are loved here! Love and peace to you my great sanctioned suicide friend!

Thank you so much, you're so sweet this one of the sweetest thing I've ever read!!! Take care my SS friend <3

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

Love hurts, the euphoria is just too much, the sadness is unbearable and happiness...I don't remember of her, will she finds me?

this line in particular. i think it's a very good one.

in fact, your entire letter is good. it explains your reasons for ctb while affirming your loved ones that they are not at fault. i'm hoping that you find peace.

 

[thethatsitboy]

f I posted it I already drank a very lethal substance and I'll be dead in a couple of minutes

Be careful if you pretend to post it while you're taking SN. You should not be found for 6 hours (I guess? Don't really remember). But I know it should be a long time, of course depends on organisms, but for precaution.
Remember that the methylene blue (I guess too) is the known antidote for SN and it works quickly, so, if you're found, maybe they'll know what to give to you and you'll be saved.

Sorry if I posted any misinformation.

 

[Greenberg]

Your letter is very poignant and heartfelt. It reflects the many broken dreams we have all had; it also highlights the triumph of the human spirit to accept life for what it is...imperfect, dramatic, and filled with suffering and rare glimpses of true happiness!

 

[HowSoonIsNow]

this line in particular. i think it's a very good one.

in fact, your entire letter is good. it explains your reasons for ctb while affirming your loved ones that they are not at fault. i'm hoping that you find peace.

Thank you my friend I hope that you're doing well

Be careful if you pretend to post it while you're taking SN. You should not be found for 6 hours (I guess? Don't really remember). But I know it should be a long time, of course depends on organisms, but for precaution.
Remember that the methylene blue (I guess too) is the known antidote for SN and it works quickly, so, if you're found, maybe they'll know what to give to you and you'll be saved.

Sorry if I posted any misinformation.

Thanks for the advice!! This medicine is really easy to be found here tho, I'll have enough time don't worry friend

 

[raindrops]

This world, it wasn't made for people like me, people who feel too much. Love hurts, the euphoria is just too much, the sadness is unbearable and happiness...I don't remember of her, will she finds me?

Beautiful and so true
Your life is your own I won't tell you what to do I am not pro life but I do believe people like yourself are needed on this planet.

 

[sadstuffie]

your letter is very kind. i struggle with bpd too, it's truly a curse!

 

[Denise2207]

Beautifully written @HowSoonIsNow. Very emotive, it made me cry xx

 

[miguel6565]

beautiful letter

 

[HowSoonIsNow]

Your letter is very poignant and heartfelt. It reflects the many broken dreams we have all had; it also highlights the triumph of the human spirit to accept life for what it is...imperfect, dramatic, and filled with suffering and rare glimpses of true happiness!

Thank you my friend, for real I'm not actually great with words tho, I'm really surprised

Thank you my friend, for real I'm not actually great with words tho

Beautiful and so true
Your life is your own I won't tell you what to do I am not pro life but I do believe people like yourself are needed on this planet.

This is so sweet, thank u my friend I'm touched by your words

your letter is very kind. i struggle with bpd too, it's truly a curse!

Bpd makes me feel cursed too, thabk you

Beautifully written @HowSoonIsNow. Very emotive, it made me cry xx

Please don't cry!!

 

[helpmehelpme]

Thank you for sharing. This gives me motivation to write one.

 

[HowSoonIsNow]

Thank you for sharing. This gives me motivation to write one.

Just take your time and listen to something beautiful

 

[BPD Barbie]

A lovely heartfelt note that explains things well. Thank you for sharing it with us. Sorry that BPD has driven you to this point, I know how hard it is to battle through it. Sending love

 

[icanhasnick]

Plz dun say "didn't wanted"! Having mistakes in your last words could haunt you for life.

 

[-nox]

Got me in my feelings bro, Very nice <3