Venting I want to recover but i cant!

[Merocero]

I want to recover. I had a good few weeks, started new meds and everything was going fine, but nope. My younger brother who is 9, keeps stealing shit from us (me and my sister) usually electronics. My mom cant teach this little shit anything, and frankly doesnt care unless i complain, im stuck parenting this kid! I snap and shout at him and everyone is suprised that i hate him! guess what! its not my fucking kid yet its apparently my responsibility! I cant work cause it makes me want to ctb, i cant live alone because how would i without work! I keep hoping that i snap and do something that gets me into a mental hospital(i cant ask to be admitted because my mom will make it all about herself) and now ill just start sh daily again because nothing else "helps". I hate this world.

 

[Lions303]

I'm really sorry your going through this. You are absolutely right the child is not yours and is not your responsibility, however you are the one stuck paying the price. Can I ask something (and sorry if i cross a boundary), have you spoken to your sister about it? (the younger brother not sh just to be clear) Whats your relationship like with her? Does she experience and feel the same way?

 

[Merocero]

I'm really sorry your going through this. You are absolutely right the child is not yours and is not your responsibility, however you are the one stuck paying the price. Can I ask something (and sorry if i cross a boundary), have you spoken to your sister about it? (the younger brother not sh just to be clear) Whats your relationship like with her? Does she experience and feel the same way?

i did talk to my sister about it, she's just as annoyed as i am, and my mom is threatening to kick my sister out because shes 22 and jobless(she is depressed too and we talked about that) its really annoying that my mom is so inconsiderate since shes on meds for depression too! I'm really just done with my family, living with them is so frustrating but i cant move out agh... maybe after i get a drivers license i can move out to some farther family members,,

 

[KlixxFoxe]

Yeah, the situation sounds bad. But I don't think anything more can be done here while you're living with your mom and sister

I keep hoping that i snap and do something that gets me into a mental hospital(i cant ask to be admitted because my mom will make it all about herself)

Have you already asked about it? And how would she know about that anyways? Can't you just say that you decided to leave alone?

 

[Merocero]

Yeah, the situation sounds bad. But I don't think anything more can be done here while you're living with your mom and sister

Have you already asked about it? And how would she know about that anyways? Can't you just say that you decided to leave alone?

Yes, i did ask about being admitted, while on the way there my mom would cry that "shes such a bad parent" and "is it really that bad at home" etc so i said to go back home cause i do NOT want to listen to that bs. I cant really leave alone to get admitted because the nearest mental hospital is like an hour away by car and i cant drive yet, getting there by public transport would be really hard