Method I want to leave

[rattymiss]

So ive planned on leaving today, bought some pills and planned on taking them all with alcohol.
Ive also decided to write a goodbye letter, clean my room etc. just so people around me wouldnt have to clean up the mess and idk saving them from reliving that shit or whatever.
What scares me however, is the fact that i might fail and as i planned (and already bought) on taking like 2 packs of paracetamol 500mg and i dont want to end up with liver failure instead lol. Guess i didnt think that thru and just acted in a moment. Ive never actually tried to ctb this way so im not really sure if it'd work. I just want to ask, is there anything else that i could take that would help me leave and in case of a failing i wouldnt end up in a serious state? Would much appreciate the answers.

 

[redbathingduck]

What kind of pills are you planning on taking? And not sure what you mean about the paracetamol? Things like this also depend on like your weight though overdosing is often pretty inconsistent and not really a good/reliable method

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't understand why people keep on making these threads when there is literally a suicide resource compilation section on the site and a search function to research methods. Anything OTC isn't recommended for ctb as after all we do live in this anti suicide society that restricts reliable suicide method options. There are just no easy answers to leaving this world and it has to be a personal decision deciding what method. If suicide is straightforward I would be long gone at this point. But anyway, I wish you the best.

 

[PrettyKitty]

Personally I'm leaving by hanging. I don't to much about paracetamol but overdose in general can be super painful (I've done it and failed before) It was so painful really don't suggest it :(. I really hope you change your mind in general because you deserve to live ( I know this place can be hell) but if you don't change your mind I wish your not in pain and go out very peacefully <3 Much love !

 

[rattymiss]

What kind of pills are you planning on taking? And not sure what you mean about the paracetamol? Things like this also depend on like your weight though overdosing is often pretty inconsistent and not really a good/reliable method

Galpharm paracetamol, 500mg in total i planned on taking like 16000mg as i bought 2 packs of 16 caplets. and i guess it does depend on my wight, im pretty heavy so idk.

I don't understand why people keep on making these threads when there is literally a suicide resource compilation section on the site and a search function to research methods. Anything OTC isn't recommended for ctb as after all we do live in this anti suicide society that restricts reliable suicide method options. There are just no easy answers to leaving this world and it has to be a personal decision deciding what method. If suicide is straightforward I would be long gone at this point. But anyway, I wish you the best.

well, im not here that often as i dont want anyone to find out that im visiting this type of pages and the site isnt something i know very well either. thanks for the wishes though and likewise.

 

[redbathingduck]

Galpharm paracetamol, 500mg in total i planned on taking like 16000mg as i bought 2 packs of 16 caplets. and i guess it does depend on my wight, im pretty heavy so idk.

You won't die from a dose like that. You'll get sick but you'll be fine. Besides, paracetamol overdoses are known to be awful because of how painful they are and how it takes weeks to actually from die it, all while suffering immensely in the meantime. So yeah even if it was enough you wouldn't die today anyway. I really recommend doing better research and to check the resources on the forum like FuneralCry suggested

 

[LT1989]

Please rethink your method, you will be in a lot of pain and you'll destroy your liver. It's a terrible thing to put yourself through.

 

[trist]

it won't work or it will kill you very slowly. i took a paracetamol overdose of 14000 mg, was found out and ended up in hospital. i couldn't stop vomiting, even when there was nothing but bile left in my stomach. i also couldn't keep any food down for a few days. i strongly recommend against this method.

 

[lukas19]

So ive planned on leaving today, bought some pills and planned on taking them all with alcohol.
Ive also decided to write a goodbye letter, clean my room etc. just so people around me wouldnt have to clean up the mess and idk saving them from reliving that shit or whatever.
What scares me however, is the fact that i might fail and as i planned (and already bought) on taking like 2 packs of paracetamol 500mg and i dont want to end up with liver failure instead lol. Guess i didnt think that thru and just acted in a moment. Ive never actually tried to ctb this way so im not really sure if it'd work. I just want to ask, is there anything else that i could take that would help me leave and in case of a failing i wouldnt end up in a serious state? Would much appreciate the answers.

You need to post about 20 messages then the search function and DMs open up for you.

 

[soontobedone]

Once again, paramectol gives you extreme stomach pain and leaves you shooting out both ends uncontrollably for up to days.

 

[LongWayAlone]

You will be in so much pain with the paracetamol OD, but if it's the method that you feeling the more confortable with then we can't say anything about it. Hope you will find the peace you looking for !

 

[CentreMid]

I don't think overdosing in general is a good method. There are resources here to help you find something that's less risky. I know it's difficult waiting to ctb, but going into this uninformed will most likely end up in failure and more suffering. Anywho, best of luck, and I hope you find peace

 

[rattymiss]

You need to post about 20 messages then the search function and DMs open up for you.

thank you, i still have no idea how the forum works exactly and that helps a lot.