I want to kill myself right now. suggestions?

[Mecha Man]

I realize I am in a heightened state of anxiety right now, and to try to kill myself in this state would probably just end disastrously, but I was hoping just by talking about it I could quell my anxiousness. So maybe some people could help me out by talking about good suicide methods that don't require a lot of preparation or any illegal activity, and also aren't horribly painful. The things I keep thinking of are hanging, asphyxiation, and carbon monoxide. Not really sure how to go about those last two, though. I should also mention I have a Valium prescription so I can conceivably take a ton of those for relaxation/sleep; I have a huge tolerance.

 

[Threads]

No. Don't do it. Wait until you can put together an ample plan.

You don't want to go through the process of failure. It fucking blows, bro.

Trust me.

 

[Dead_Inside]

I realize I am in a heightened state of anxiety right now, and to try to kill myself in this state would probably just end disastrously, but I was hoping just by talking about it I could quell my anxiousness. So maybe some people could help me out by talking about good suicide methods that don't require a lot of preparation or any illegal activity, and also aren't horribly painful. The things I keep thinking of are hanging, asphyxiation, and carbon monoxide. Not really sure how to go about those last two, though. I should also mention I have a Valium prescription so I can conceivably take a ton of those for relaxation/sleep; I have a huge tolerance.[/QUOTE
Think we have all been here before. Just barely able to stop ourselves from ctb in some stupid and unpleasant way.... sorry that is what is happening for you tonight.

 

[Volatile]

Death by fecal impaction. Start eating but nothing with fiber. I'm almost there. Horribly constipated

 

[Jon86]

Death by fecal impaction. Start eating but nothing with fiber. I'm almost there. Horribly constipated

bruh

 

[Volatile]

bruh

My intestines feel like they're full of concrete

 

[Jon86]

My intestines feel like they're full of concrete

Lol, shit

 

[Mecha Man]

Well I took a shit ton of Valium and started playing Bayonetta, so I've calmed down now... I really need to start forming a concrete plan though if I'm really going to do this, because the way I see it my mental and emotional stability are only going to get worse