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noatacanti2020

noatacanti2020

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Sep 29, 2023
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I went to college at age 20 but dropped out because i don't want to be a accountant and I missed my chanced for a apprenticeship so i might have to wait a year. I wanna blow my brains our or just drive off a cliff
 
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Wait so you are 22 now? No one is a failure at 18 imo. If they seem to be, I'd say it is the fault of their parents/guardians.

And not being an accountant sounds like a success.

Sorry if those don't help too much but I mean both of them. I do understand 22 feeling old. There's so much pressure to get a quick start.

I'll tell you, though, I know there's pressure to do something right now, but you haven't really had the wear and tear to understand the long years in a job you don't like. (I probably don't really, either, at 32, and my current job is pretty good). If it takes you 5 more years to start but you avoid doing something you specifically don't want to do, that is a win.

34 here same
I think the feeling of being a failure is just something my brain produces at this point. Even when I do well that emotion pumps into my veins.
 
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Ashes of a Dreamer

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Hey, think about it, don`t commit an impulsive suicide. If you want, this period of one year can be used to discover what you really wish for your career, learning more about the possibilities. You`re young, still have time - I guess, we never know @.@ - to start a new professional cycle, and go to university. However, if the problem isn`t just the wrong choice - we`re in the same boat, believe me - you could try to recover from any mental problems you might have. Anyways, just points for you to reflect and decide if it`s worth continue here or not - the choice is yours, just to mention.
 
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Hey, think about it, don`t commit an impulsive suicide. If you want, this period of one year can be used to discover what you really wish for your career, learning more about the possibilities. You`re young, still have time - I guess, we never know @.@ - to start a new professional cycle, and go to university. However, if the problem isn`t just the wrong choice - we`re in the same boat, believe me - you could try to recover from any mental problems you might have. Anyways, just points for you to reflect and decide if it`s worth continue here or not - the choice is yours, just to mention.
i doubt things will get better
 
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Ashes of a Dreamer

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i doubt things will get better
I can't guarantee they will - the slogan It gets better isn't a reality, just a possibility - but you can choose to give another chance or just kick the bucket ×.×
 
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