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briardweller

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Nov 16, 2025
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I just want someone to recognize that I'm human and to genuinely feel that I'm worth being cared about just for who I am. I feel like an open book and especially for others like I am willing to do this for others, but no one seems to value me. I just want a real connection. But I've honestly given up and don't seek it out anymore. I'm just waiting for death, but I have to deal with the pang of this subconscious urge.
 
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