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dark_side_idea

dark_side_idea

Member
Mar 29, 2024
12
Hi people, here l am again, tonight I've reached the limit point and l want it to end.
Along years I've done a lot of research on methods but right now l don't have the strength to chose, I want die as peacefully as possible, what do you suggest?
 
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NoIdeaForAUsername

Member
Aug 27, 2023
59
You are not going to find the strength to kill yourself if you don't even have the strength for reading a few articles on this website.
If you would reach any actual limit point then you would already be dead
 
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ginko0

ginko0

To be or not to be
May 8, 2025
203
I suggest you listen to some music and stay a little longer. Then, if your desire for death remains, decide carefully and proceed. Suicide should be planned because there's always chance for failure, and you don't want that. How you're feeling right now? Writing could help you through this better than an unplanned death.
 
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dark_side_idea

dark_side_idea

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Mar 29, 2024
12
You are not going to find the strength to kill yourself if you don't even have the strength for reading a few articles on this website.
If you would reach any actual limit point then you would already be dead
I did read all of em, i don't know which to chose, if waiting for SN or hanging, I've been thinking about death for years now, tried couple of times, but failed due to people finding me and "saving me"
I want it to be planned because I cannot stand to fail, this is the reason of seeking help here.
I suggest you listen to some music and stay a little longer. Then, if your desire for death remains, decide carefully and proceed. Suicide should be planned because there's always chance for failure, and you don't want that. How you're feeling right now? Writing could help you through this better than an unplanned death.
It's been years I've been feeling like this, I tired everything, meds, therapy, support groups, Honestly I don't even remember if l ever been happy, I spent months on this website researching methods, considering the pro and the cons of each one of em, I researched photo to see how would end up my body after, I know the from the post it seems like an impulse decision, but it is only che outcome of all those years of suffering.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,516
however you decide
I wish you the best đź«‚:heart:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,508
I understand just wanting to be gone, I just wish to peacefully cease existing as well and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently to finally escape from this futile, torturous existence, I wish there's the option of a painless, guaranteed death, I hope you find peace.
 
dark_side_idea

dark_side_idea

Member
Mar 29, 2024
12
I understand just wanting to be gone, I just wish to peacefully cease existing as well and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently to finally escape from this futile, torturous existence, I wish there's the option of a painless, guaranteed death, I hope you find peace.
I hope you do too
Will you feel different come morning?
What u mean?
 

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