Venting I want to die, but I feel like I am not allowed to

[leavingthesoultrap]

I hate this feeling so much.
I feel guilt about taking my life. But on the other hand I have no idea how to continue living.
I want to die, but I cant do that. Yes, no. Aaaah

 

[gulp]

i feel the same, but for now i'll fulfill my obligation. it's not like death is better than this, i believe

 

[Reuthry]

I truly believe there there is nothing that you are guilty. Suicide isn't a bad thing in my opinion. Maybe you need some time so things will settle up and become more clear? Anyway, I hope the best for you.