I can relate. There's a lot of very basic things about life that I just don't want to deal with. Working, studying, driving, responsibility of any kind, existing in public spaces, etc. I just don't want to be a part of this society, really. I can't exist comfortably within it.
And I relate to the shame that this kind of existence produces as well. For the longest time I didn't really feel shame, or not very strongly, but it's been catching up with me lately. All my other sources of self-worth are failing me, so I'm more vulnerable to it nowadays I guess.
I do work, but it's a shitty minimum wage job, and I think about quitting all the time. But quitting would mean that I'd eventually need to find a new one. Which is an even more horrifying thought than just simply showing up at the current place for another day.