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Dante Alighieri

Dante Alighieri

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Jun 12, 2023
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I want to CTB like Ronnie mcnutt but idk if it is painfull.
 
PlasticFace

PlasticFace

My story is in my about me, if you'd like to know.
Feb 16, 2023
100
Is shooting yourself painful? Of course. I survived a gunshot to the head as an act of CTB and it has ruined my entire life. It's not common to fail this type of CTB but of course, shit happens.
 
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Dante Alighieri

Dante Alighieri

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Jun 12, 2023
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Is shooting yourself painful? Of course. I survived a gunshot to the head as an act of CTB and it has ruined my entire life. It's not common to fail this type of CTB but of course, shit happens.
But is it quick? Sorry for bothering you.
 
PlasticFace

PlasticFace

My story is in my about me, if you'd like to know.
Feb 16, 2023
100
But is it quick? Sorry for bothering you.
I can't say for sure how it'd feel if it actually killed you. I pretty much just blew the top right quadrant of my head off so It was excruciatingly painful. I was a kid and wasn't informed about any of this stuff.

Not sure about trying to replicate Ronnie. CTB via gun is one thing but traumatizing a whole audience of innocent people is another. Glad he's able to rest in peace, but not at the expense of the other people.
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
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I want to CTB like Ronnie mcnutt but idk if it is painfull.
If it's a shotgun and you put the barrel in your mouth, you will feel pain for a split second maybe not even, then the walls are painted with crimson. As much as I wish to die, that's the last thing I want is for my family to walk in, and see my head completely gone
 
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