I have read through just about every thread and there's so much mixed information. Hanging is the most available to me. I live alone and will not get caught. It's just a matter of doing it right so I pass out and avoid SI/the ligature loosening and breaking so I wake up. The hope is that I pass out within seconds and everything holds up through the convulsions until death.
I tested finding my corarted artery and found the strong pulse and when I squeeze with my own hands, I do get lightheaded and dizzy but don't pass out. I am a small female and probably can't press hard enough to pass out. But if I'm at least feeling lightheaded from pressing on that spot, have I found the sweet spot? I was thinking of buying an over the door pull up bar on Amazon to ensure what I'm hanging from holds me up. After reading through the threads, so many are against full but it seems like SI kicks in with partial and makes loosening up when you're unconscious more likely? I just need to be sure I can do this right since I won't be caught and need to be successful with this
I tested finding my corarted artery and found the strong pulse and when I squeeze with my own hands, I do get lightheaded and dizzy but don't pass out. I am a small female and probably can't press hard enough to pass out. But if I'm at least feeling lightheaded from pressing on that spot, have I found the sweet spot? I was thinking of buying an over the door pull up bar on Amazon to ensure what I'm hanging from holds me up. After reading through the threads, so many are against full but it seems like SI kicks in with partial and makes loosening up when you're unconscious more likely? I just need to be sure I can do this right since I won't be caught and need to be successful with this
