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I'm 100% sure that I want to CTB in the next month because I have been dealing with severe mental health issues from growing up somewhere very anti LGBT (which I contribute to the childhood abuse I dealt with), and I'm severely isolated and in chronic pain every day. Life really isn't worth living anymore, and I tried going back to school only to go nowhere with it.

Please help me. I really need out. I cry and lay in bed every day, and I'm tired of this life.
 
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bl33ding_heart

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Jun 24, 2025
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I'm so sorry you have to go through such pain. I hope for your pain to ease. God bless you. ❤️
 
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It's just so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I really understand just wanting to be free from this torturous existence, I hope you find the peace you search for.
 
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