SolomonKado
This is taking too long…
- Jul 4, 2023
- 424
What is this?! Why can't I move forward with anything?!
A few months back I completely fell apart because of so much that happened and has happened my whole life along with chronic pain. They were the last straw and "It will get better" feels like a complete lie. I couldn't and can't bring myself to be around people.
I was crying every night and now I have moments where I spiral into complete depression and anxiety. The rest of the time it feels like my head is trying to avoid everything. I can't even take care of myself. I already have what I need to CTB and want to more than anything, but when it comes to mind the thought just flies out of my head just the same as taking a shower. I don't know what to do…
A few months back I completely fell apart because of so much that happened and has happened my whole life along with chronic pain. They were the last straw and "It will get better" feels like a complete lie. I couldn't and can't bring myself to be around people.
I was crying every night and now I have moments where I spiral into complete depression and anxiety. The rest of the time it feels like my head is trying to avoid everything. I can't even take care of myself. I already have what I need to CTB and want to more than anything, but when it comes to mind the thought just flies out of my head just the same as taking a shower. I don't know what to do…
