I want to be alone

[Giovannino224]

I'm scared of going out, I'm scared of people.
I'm scared that they'll beat me.
I'm scared of what they can think about me.
I'm scared of them using me in any way.

Talking to people is just stressful, It's annoying.
I always feel obligated to talk to people, there is no joy in relationships.
There is no point in having social relationships, people only use you for their interests or to make you feel like shit.
None is there for you, you are alone.
"Think only of yourself because others in turn only think of themselves".
None is there to comfort you when you're crying.
People are selfish, every act of kindness towards you hides a second end.

I can't stand it anymore, I fucking hate to interact whit people, I want to be in a room alone for the rest of my life.

 

[Linda]

I'm scared of going out, I'm scared of people.
I'm scared that they'll beat me.
I'm scared of what they can think about me.
I'm scared of them using me in any way.

Talking to people is just stressful, It's annoying.
I always feel obligated to talk to people, there is no joy in relationships.
There is no point in having social relationships, people only use you for their interests or to make you feel like shit.
None is there for you, you are alone.
"Think only of yourself because others in turn only think of themselves".
None is there to comfort you when you're crying.
People are selfish, every act of kindness towards you hides a second end.

I can't stand it anymore, I fucking hate to interact whit people, I want to be in a room alone for the rest of my life.

There's a lot there, so let's start with the easiest bit: I'm scared of what they can think about me.
Why do you care what other pople think about you? I don't care what other people think about me. Why should I? If they think I'm a terrible person, what difference does that make to me? I don't know what's going on in their head, so why should I care what's going on in their head? If they think I'm a wonderful person, I would be equally indifferent. It wouldn't make me feel any better, because I wouldn't know about it. Their thoughts have no effect on me.
If we are talking about their actions, not simply their thougts, that's another matter. But there is simply no point in caring about what other people think.