I want to bash my head against a wall

[loslassen]

I am going to go insane over my mom's control over me and my decisions, even when I don't even live with her she has me on a chokehold, my dad is away and doing his own thing, and my sister is being an asshole to me

I feel so much like anxiety and fear, anger and sorrow, this mixture from hell quite literally makes me feel like I'm going insane and I can't even express it or cope, cry or burst, anyone else?

 

[logi3535]

i feel that a lot, sometimes you just wanna scream or do something so outrageous that it just hurts more than whatevers happening (never understood why people cut themselves before i felt this for the first time) sorry your household seems so suffocating, its worse when you don't even have a family member to rely on

 

[Labyrinth]

The paternal or maternal figure evokes a distressing feeling, reminds me of the hateful and discrepant situations to which I was subjected. Possessiveness causes a viscous discomfort, creating a rust that makes all dialogue morbid.

Accompanied by noisy disagreements, we have the formula to wear down mental health.

 

[loslassen]

The paternal or maternal figure evokes a distressing feeling, reminds me of the hateful and discrepant situations to which I was subjected. Possessiveness causes a viscous discomfort, creating a rust that makes all dialogue morbid.

Accompanied by noisy disagreements, we have the formula to wear down mental health.

yeah it's no surprise for me, I know myself is deteriorating, has been, having to act and be accordingly to those around me has been draining me since childhood, I don't have the resources or valiancy to speak up more than I have already begged and voiced