Help I want it to look like an accident (cutting tw)

[hgvjjknhvg]

I love my family and friends but i just cant anymore and i think it will hurt them less if it looks like an accident. ive been cutting for 5 years and is used to cutting deepish (deep fat layer/ just before muscle). I need help with deciding places to cut and how to ensure i die. i dont care about losing the ability in my arms and stuff cause i will cut till i die. i know there is the basic wrist where the vein is and i know there are some veins in your thigh. I need help with finding exactly where to cut and any other tips would be useful. thank you

 

[Ash]

Cutting won't look like an accident because the chances of actually hitting an artery are so slim without detailed anatomical knowledge that there'll be a lot of blood which will eventually clot and leave you weak, possibly briefly unconscious and suffering the side effects of blood loss (been there, not fun) and even more serious, the likelihood of serious, maybe permanent injuries to muscles, tendons, nerves etc. If you don't call for help, it will look suspicious. If you don't, the chances of permanent damage are much higher, but you'll still live.

 

[hgvjjknhvg]

Cutting won't look like an accident because the chances of actually hitting an artery are so slim without detailed anatomical knowledge that there'll be a lot of blood which will eventually clot and leave you weak, possibly briefly unconscious and suffering the side effects of blood loss (been there, not fun) and even more serious, the likelihood of serious, maybe permanent injuries to muscles, tendons, nerves etc. If you don't call for help, it will look suspicious. If you don't, the chances of permanent damage are much higher, but you'll still live.

give me the detailed anatomical knowledge and i will worry about the rest. i dont care about permanent injuries i will try till im dead. i know there is a slim chance of success but i fully believe i will be able to succeed. please help. i will be able to do it

 

[dinosavr]

Not only is it not negotiably accidental, but also it's very very unreliable method.

 

[Ash]

give me the detailed anatomical knowledge and i will worry about the rest. i dont care about permanent injuries i will try till im dead. i know there is a slim chance of success but i fully believe i will be able to succeed. please help. i will be able to do it

Even though more doctors - who have to train for years and years to get that detailed knowledge - die by cutting than the general population, doctors still prefer to use drugs such as barbiturates (to which they have ready access) or methods such as hanging. If that doesn't spell it out for you, nothing will. And I say that as someone who started cutting thirty years ago. Only thing I've never seen (from me, anyway) is arterial spray. But I have seen my own major vessels, gushing due to blood thinners, clot and stop bleeding of their own accord shortly before I passed out from blood loss. By the time I got to A&E, where they reopened and I had another major bleed, my obs were absolutely normal, even as I was bleeding. It takes more to die from blood loss than you think.