Venting I want death

[Doll Steak]

I just want death, I don't want to punch my head till it's numb anymore I don't want to cut myself anymore I don't want to have to be drunk anymore, I don't want to be destructive anymore, I just want to be destroyed, and by my own hands. There's something wrong with my head I don't know what it is but it has to stop. I have to die. It's a joy imagining that.

 

[DivineSpark]

I wish I would have firearms. Just thinking about it, pointing myself with it, gives me such feeling of relief.

 

[Doll Steak]

I wish I would have firearms. Just thinking about it, pointing myself with it, gives me such feeling of relief.

I find myself pointing my fingers to my head sometimes, it does bring a sort of relief.

 

[Alexandra_]

I just want to die too. I send signals to the Universe every day to take pity on me and end my worthless existence

 

[needtofindrightway]

I literally don't believe in god but everynight I pray that I die in my sleep. Want to die so badly but I am afraid of screwing it up. Wish I could get my hands on SN or Nembutal. Also would love to have a handgun.