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SadGirl

SadGirl

Specialist
Mar 24, 2019
380
I'm depressed, and I want to commit CTB. The method would be hanging. I don't want to do it at home. I don't want my mother to see me hanging, cold and blue.
 
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FishRain3469

FishRain3469

Experienced
Mar 12, 2025
294
I'm sorry life has brought you to this point, and I completely understand. I'd Rather my parents not see my head blown off..

Why are ya depressed? I understand if you don't want to say, but Sometimes that's Exactly what you need to do. Just let that Shitt out, Let it go.. Idk just a little idea.

Thoughts and prayers to you, Always. 🙏
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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May 10, 2025
807
I am so sorry you are suffering so much
however you decide
I wish you the best 🫂:heart:
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm sorry that life brought you to this point and you have to go through this.

I hope you find peace :heart:
 
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unluckysadness

Member
Jul 9, 2025
9
I totally understand you. I'm completely depressed too (and isolated, no friends, rare disease, constant pain, mental illness). I wish us the best. Never been so close to ctb. I'm scared too for the people who will find my body. So fucking unfair...
 
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SadGirl

SadGirl

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Mar 24, 2019
380
I totally understand you. I'm completely depressed too (and isolated, no friends, rare disease, constant pain, mental illness). I wish us the best. Never been so close to ctb. I'm scared too for the people who will find my body. So fucking unfair...
We really have a lot in common, if you want to call me to talk, I'm here.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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sending love to you unmet friend. we're here for you.
 
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unluckysadness

Member
Jul 9, 2025
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We really have a lot in common, if you want to call me to talk, I'm here.
many thanks 🙏 just want to find peace. i'm almost 45 and ill since i'm 16. got worse, some relief sometimes but now disabled, cannot work, never could have friends or partner. i consider it's time to go now. i gave life too many chances. too much hardships, traumas, pain, sadness, loneliness. i believe in heaven, let's hope it has a place for me (i consider myself as a kind person). this place on earth is not for highly sensitive people. glad i have no kids. best thing i've done in this miserable life (i'm serious when i say that). your life seem very miserable too. all my prayers for you and everyone on this forum ❤️
 
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iamsadandinnocent

Member
Jun 10, 2025
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I also don't want my family to see my dead body or find my body, sometimes I think I should disappear and die some place far away, but then I think that, they will try to find me their whole life, I wish I didn't had family so I could just disappear, I wish you get better and live a good life.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand, I just wish to be free from all the suffering as well, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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SadGirl

SadGirl

Specialist
Mar 24, 2019
380
many thanks 🙏 just want to find peace. i'm almost 45 and ill since i'm 16. got worse, some relief sometimes but now disabled, cannot work, never could have friends or partner. i consider it's time to go now. i gave life too many chances. too much hardships, traumas, pain, sadness, loneliness. i believe in heaven, let's hope it has a place for me (i consider myself as a kind person). this place on earth is not for highly sensitive people. glad i have no kids. best thing i've done in this miserable life (i'm serious when i say that). your life seem very miserable too. all my prayers for you and everyone on this forum ❤️
I'm 26 years old, I recently lost my father, but I have my mother and I love her. So it's a little hard to leave like this! Be well, my dear, I'm here for you. Life really hasn't been very kind to me either.
 

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