I want CTB today

[SadGirl]

I'm depressed, and I want to commit CTB. The method would be hanging. I don't want to do it at home. I don't want my mother to see me hanging, cold and blue.

 

[FishRain3469]

I'm sorry life has brought you to this point, and I completely understand. I'd Rather my parents not see my head blown off..

Why are ya depressed? I understand if you don't want to say, but Sometimes that's Exactly what you need to do. Just let that Shitt out, Let it go.. Idk just a little idea.

Thoughts and prayers to you, Always. ♥

 

[darksouls]

I am so sorry you are suffering so much
however you decide
I wish you the best

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry that life brought you to this point and you have to go through this.

I hope you find peace

 

[unluckysadness]

I totally understand you. I'm completely depressed too (and isolated, no friends, rare disease, constant pain, mental illness). I wish us the best. Never been so close to ctb. I'm scared too for the people who will find my body. So fucking unfair...

 

[SadGirl]

I totally understand you. I'm completely depressed too (and isolated, no friends, rare disease, constant pain, mental illness). I wish us the best. Never been so close to ctb. I'm scared too for the people who will find my body. So fucking unfair...

We really have a lot in common, if you want to call me to talk, I'm here.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

sending love to you unmet friend. we're here for you.

 

[unluckysadness]

We really have a lot in common, if you want to call me to talk, I'm here.

many thanks just want to find peace. i'm almost 45 and ill since i'm 16. got worse, some relief sometimes but now disabled, cannot work, never could have friends or partner. i consider it's time to go now. i gave life too many chances. too much hardships, traumas, pain, sadness, loneliness. i believe in heaven, let's hope it has a place for me (i consider myself as a kind person). this place on earth is not for highly sensitive people. glad i have no kids. best thing i've done in this miserable life (i'm serious when i say that). your life seem very miserable too. all my prayers for you and everyone on this forum

 

[iamsadandinnocent]

I also don't want my family to see my dead body or find my body, sometimes I think I should disappear and die some place far away, but then I think that, they will try to find me their whole life, I wish I didn't had family so I could just disappear, I wish you get better and live a good life.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I just wish to be free from all the suffering as well, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[Marcy1024]

I don't want my mother to see me hanging, cold and blue.

I totally relate that fear

 

[SadGirl]

many thanks just want to find peace. i'm almost 45 and ill since i'm 16. got worse, some relief sometimes but now disabled, cannot work, never could have friends or partner. i consider it's time to go now. i gave life too many chances. too much hardships, traumas, pain, sadness, loneliness. i believe in heaven, let's hope it has a place for me (i consider myself as a kind person). this place on earth is not for highly sensitive people. glad i have no kids. best thing i've done in this miserable life (i'm serious when i say that). your life seem very miserable too. all my prayers for you and everyone on this forum

I'm 26 years old, I recently lost my father, but I have my mother and I love her. So it's a little hard to leave like this! Be well, my dear, I'm here for you. Life really hasn't been very kind to me either.