Defenestration
I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
- Oct 25, 2020
- 1,580
I hate life. 90/100 constraints, 10/100 pleasure... In any other activity, you'd stop because the advantage/disadvantage balance is so lopsided...
In short, I had to stay alive to help my sick friend (2020-2022), now I have to help my mother who has Alzheimer's (2023-?), then help my father who just hurt himself...
Feeling trapped in this shitty life where you can't escape (ctb) without being cast as the ungrateful, despicable son who abandons others...
What a horror to have been born... How wonderful it would be to go to sleep and die in your sleep so it wouldn't be your fault
Hating this life
In short, I had to stay alive to help my sick friend (2020-2022), now I have to help my mother who has Alzheimer's (2023-?), then help my father who just hurt himself...
Feeling trapped in this shitty life where you can't escape (ctb) without being cast as the ungrateful, despicable son who abandons others...
What a horror to have been born... How wonderful it would be to go to sleep and die in your sleep so it wouldn't be your fault
Hating this life
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