I want a CTB Partner

[Moonlight Roses]

I really do wanna find a CTB partner because I really do wanna enjoy my final moments. I've been seeing some conversations about how overdosing isn't really effective but I think it's the way I wanna go out, I wanna just have a nice high and spend time with someone laugh and joke until eventually things end. That seems peaceful… I hope I find someone in nyc that's willing to do it with me when im ready

 

[Tig]

Looking for suitable partner is incredibly hard, especially long distance.
I've 2 back out, still talk to both of them, and 1 who CTB by herself, after me giving her all the directions necessary to do it,
It's heartbreaking.
I personally don't want to die alone either, I'll keep looking for the right fit.
Be careful, impulse partners especially.
Vetting someone out thoroughly is crucial.

 

[Death is my goal]

it's not as pretty as you think it is, don't delude yourself

 

[foreverlanguish]

Me too. I think I'm gonna overdose too, and I also wish I had a partner. I really hope you will find the person to CTB with.

 

[diy-event]

It would be great to have someone to share your final days and hours. Someone who totally understands what you intend to do and is not judgemental - they don't want to race you to an emergency ward but spend time getting close.

 

[nomoredolor]

be. Prepared. For the possibility of having someone back out on you and Ctb without you. Especially if you have feelings for them. It's the most heart wrenching experience. Good luck and be safe.
Anna

 

[Myforevercharlie]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/partners-megathread-read-the-rules-on-page-1-before-posting.1253/page-202#post-2810703