I want 2 die so badly, but scared of failed attempts.

[Eternal Sleep!]

Why is it so hard to kill yourself?!
Everyday I think of methods which is the best one, and I just can't choose. I think full suspension hanging is best, but I don't have the guts to do that!

SN I don't know, the PPeH mentions only 6 cases were SN was peaceful, that's such a low number that you don't have hard evidence SN is peaceful for almost everyone. It's just like Russian Roulette you just to have to be lucky it would be peaceful and quick.

And both methods requires some knowledge to do it right on the first attempt. But still if you have done the research, the execution is a whole different thing!

Me myself think combination methods give you the highest succes rate, the only question is what methods do you combine?

I have thought of SN + Drowning, SN + Carbon monoxide, SN + FSH

What methods do you prefer and why? Please let me know.

 

[TimetoGo!]

Why is it so hard to kill yourself?!
Everyday I think of methods which is the best one, and I just can't choose. I think full suspension hanging is best, but I don't have the guts to do that!

SN I don't know, the PPeH mentions only 6 cases were SN was peaceful, that's such a low number that you don't have hard evidence SN is peaceful for almost everyone. It's just like Russian Roulette you just to have to be lucky it would be peaceful and quick.

And both methods requires some knowledge to do it right on the first attempt. But still if you have done the research, the execution is a whole different thing!

Me myself think combination methods give you the highest succes rate, the only question is what methods do you combine?

I have thought of SN + Drowning, SN + Carbon monoxide, SN + FSH

What methods do you prefer and why? Please let me know.

i have worked hard to get myself some benzodiazepines, and non-benzodiazepines. antiemetics and codeine. After my previous failed attempts.

I feel that all these will sedate me while in water so I will drown. My favoured method.

 

[CW36]

FSH. It's pretty much the only method that has a guaranteed 100% outcome, so long as you have the basic competence to get a decent rope, use a reliable anchor and tie proper knots. Not even a shotgun in the mouth can beat those odds. And for the record, I've seen plenty go this way and they often show great fortitude and composure. Lights out is quick and you can CTB with confidence. No pain, no gain.

 

[prtsn]

FSH. It's pretty much the only method that has a guaranteed 100% outcome, so long as you have the basic competence to get a decent rope, use a reliable anchor and tie proper knots. Not even a shotgun in the mouth can beat those odds. And for the record, I've seen plenty go this way and they often show great fortitude and composure. Lights out is quick and yo in can CTB with confidence. No pain, no gain.

imma need a guide

 

[FireWalkWithMe]

I guess it's not so much suicide that is hard. It's getting past your own fears. That's what is really hard. That's what is causing you to second guess everything and think these methods are the height of complexity.

For example is SN hard? No, it's not. You need a few medications and SN. You take them and you drink it. Simple concept.

It's the clarity to actually do it that is hard and that comes from you not the method.

 

[Eternal Sleep!]

Thank you anyone for replying
If someone else got a good method please let me know.

 

[Holu]

If you have access to carbon monoxide go for it. It's hypoxia so it's gonna be about as painless as a partial or nightnight

 

[Unattainable666]

You took the words right out of my mouth! I would have been gone eons ago but for fear of failure. I wrestle with this even now, I want out of this hell I'm in but am terrified that my method will fail. I would prefer not to be a vegetable.

 

[lebrodude]

i have worked hard to get myself some benzodiazepines, and non-benzodiazepines. antiemetics and codeine. After my previous failed attempts.

I feel that all these will sedate me while in water so I will drown. My favoured method.

I'm beginning to give serious consideration to this method. Heavily sedate myself then submerge myself in water I can't escape from.

Don't fancy hanging, don't like heights, SN unavailable, firearms unavailable, drugs too unreliable…. So what else is there ?

 

[FuneralCry]

It disgusts me how we cannot just peacefully leave this world in a guaranteed way, it's certainly very inhumane how suicide is made as difficult as possible for people. I hate how humans have made suicide this way, it just leads to unnecessary pain and torture, failing a suicide attempt is also what I would fear, it's truly horrific how suicide attempts can fail.

I just wish there was a straightforward way to leave but there just isn't in this reality, it's so dreadful to me how Nembutal isn't legalised and accessible as it sounds like the most ideal method.

 

[Eternal Sleep!]

If you have access to carbon monoxide go for it. It's hypoxia so it's gonna be about as painless as a partial or nightnight

Thank you for your input. I really consider Carbon Monoxide as the method to hopefully peacefully CTB. On the other hand I have SN which I also consider. Or maybe combining these 2 methods idk.

 

[Willthishelp?]

Why is it so hard to kill yourself?!
Everyday I think of methods which is the best one, and I just can't choose. I think full suspension hanging is best, but I don't have the guts to do that!

SN I don't know, the PPeH mentions only 6 cases were SN was peaceful, that's such a low number that you don't have hard evidence SN is peaceful for almost everyone. It's just like Russian Roulette you just to have to be lucky it would be peaceful and quick.

And both methods requires some knowledge to do it right on the first attempt. But still if you have done the research, the execution is a whole different thing!

Me myself think combination methods give you the highest succes rate, the only question is what methods do you combine?

I have thought of SN + Drowning, SN + Carbon monoxide, SN + FSH

What methods do you prefer and why? Please let me know.

Hi can we connect? See you online here and want to talk about CO plans

 

[Orbitc]

I'm beginning to give serious consideration to this method. Heavily sedate myself then submerge myself in water I can't escape from.

Don't fancy hanging, don't like heights, SN unavailable, firearms unavailable, drugs too unreliable…. So what else is there ?

As a child, I loved the song Evanescence Litium so much - she sinks so beautifully. But in reality, it probably hurts to inhale water. I've seen people get killed by drowning on website documentingreality.com - it's creepy and ISIS use it as torture.
I also thought about a combination of methods. As example - SN and inert gas or SN and partial hanging

 

[generaltonight1709]

Hi can we connect? See you online here and want to talk about CO plans

Hey could we also connect by chance? I've been wanting to talk to someone on here about CO plans.

 

[Willthishelp?]

Hey could we also connect by chance? I've been wanting to talk to someone on here about CO plans.

If you are in The Netherlands that would be great .. yes we can connect

 

[kevinj430]

Why is it so hard to kill yourself?!
Everyday I think of methods which is the best one, and I just can't choose. I think full suspension hanging is best, but I don't have the guts to do that!

SN I don't know, the PPeH mentions only 6 cases were SN was peaceful, that's such a low number that you don't have hard evidence SN is peaceful for almost everyone. It's just like Russian Roulette you just to have to be lucky it would be peaceful and quick.

And both methods requires some knowledge to do it right on the first attempt. But still if you have done the research, the execution is a whole different thing!

Me myself think combination methods give you the highest succes rate, the only question is what methods do you combine?

I have thought of SN + Drowning, SN + Carbon monoxide, SN + FSH

What methods do you prefer and why? Please let me know.

Must be careful and research. Many years ago I impulsively drank windshield wiper fluid after reading it as a ctb method. Methanol (bad alcohol in distilling, leftover in ethanol drinkable alcohol. Getting drunk and dying at the same time sounded appealing. Ended up blind in one eye and coordination issues

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Many years ago I impulsively drank windshield wiper fluid after reading it as a ctb method.

Wait so you did it in the spur of the moment after just hearing about it.

 

[kevinj430]

Yes, was researching ways pine when was being watched by family that knew I was suicidal. All that was around. And being an alcoholic had heard how during the prohibition years and undeveloped countries many deaths had come from it. But I did get drunk at the same time, but could feel it eating away past painfully in my brain

 

[jussrav]

Thank you for your input. I really consider Carbon Monoxide as the method to hopefully peacefully CTB. On the other hand I have SN which I also consider. Or maybe combining these 2 methods idk.

How did u get sn i am in uk?

 

[wanttodie]

me to want 2 die so badly, but scared of failed attempts I need to die sick of living and need to end my life soon