Help I wanna tell someone I am suicidal and get help but I am so scared.

[sgifeei]

I have everything I need to healing; loving parents (mother can be a handful sometimes but nothing serious), a handful of friends, and a psychiatrist/therapist.
I've been to a psych ward 5 times, and did overcome anorexia.
Now I am mostly anxious, and think of suicide a lot.
I tried to tell my parents but I was crying so much I just couldn't.
I did tell my psychiatrist, but mostly like "oh yeah haha sometimes I think of death", not that I am contemplating it, because she will put me in a more serious institution.
I think that my only hope can be to go back to the hospital I've been to 5 times, the one my psychiatrist works at, but I would feel so stupid to ask, because I wouldn't feel sick enough if she doesn't advise it first lol.
Any advice?

 

[TBONTB]

what a difficult and serious situation. Too much so for me to have advice, but I do somend wishes for finding the best path for you, and for finding some relief.

 

[Dot]

I have everything I need to healing; loving parents (mother can be a handful sometimes but nothing serious), a handful of friends, and a psychiatrist/therapist.
I've been to a psych ward 5 times, and did overcome anorexia.
Now I am mostly anxious, and think of suicide a lot.
I tried to tell my parents but I was crying so much I just couldn't.
I did tell my psychiatrist, but mostly like "oh yeah haha sometimes I think of death", not that I am contemplating it, because she will put me in a more serious institution.
I think that my only hope can be to go back to the hospital I've been to 5 times, the one my psychiatrist works at, but I would feel so stupid to ask, because I wouldn't feel sick enough if she doesn't advise it first lol.
Any advice?

Ur psych cn only advse u basd on wht u tll thm

If thy d/ nt knw tht u r contmpl8tng suicde thn thy cnnt act on tht

If u r OK wth idea of goin bck in2 hospitl thn tbh thy wld b a gd persn t/ opn up 2

 

[eupdplishlp]

I have everything I need to healing; loving parents (mother can be a handful sometimes but nothing serious), a handful of friends, and a psychiatrist/therapist.
I've been to a psych ward 5 times, and did overcome anorexia.
Now I am mostly anxious, and think of suicide a lot.
I tried to tell my parents but I was crying so much I just couldn't.
I did tell my psychiatrist, but mostly like "oh yeah haha sometimes I think of death", not that I am contemplating it, because she will put me in a more serious institution.
I think that my only hope can be to go back to the hospital I've been to 5 times, the one my psychiatrist works at, but I would feel so stupid to ask, because I wouldn't feel sick enough if she doesn't advise it first lol.
Any advice?

when I was going between inpatient wards I wondered what really was the answer. going back to the same place over and over again expecting a different result I knew in my heart it wasn't a long term solution. I like talking to people in there and always having people around was nice so the answer layed somewhere in connection.

 

[Linda]

I have everything I need to healing; loving parents (mother can be a handful sometimes but nothing serious), a handful of friends, and a psychiatrist/therapist.
I've been to a psych ward 5 times, and did overcome anorexia.
Now I am mostly anxious, and think of suicide a lot.
I tried to tell my parents but I was crying so much I just couldn't.
I did tell my psychiatrist, but mostly like "oh yeah haha sometimes I think of death", not that I am contemplating it, because she will put me in a more serious institution.
I think that my only hope can be to go back to the hospital I've been to 5 times, the one my psychiatrist works at, but I would feel so stupid to ask, because I wouldn't feel sick enough if she doesn't advise it first lol.
Any advice?

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