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I know that, but I've got nothing else! If overdosing 6 times won't work and the other methods take too long, THEN I HAVE TO SHOOT MYSELF. I HAVE TO.
I know some can't do it, but for me, I think it just might be the best thing I've got. I know it can be hard, but when you have no other way to stop living a life you don't want, especially when all you do is hurt people or get hurt, what can you do?
I know. I think Survival Instinct has activated :( And I cannot choose the time that I do it, but somehow the chronic obsessive looping ideation stops right when I am just about to try & have the right circumstances in place (privacy) which I am not able to plan for. And then I go back to chronic obsessive ideation and despair needing to end it and leave as soon as I don't have the right circumstances anymore :(
