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deathisnear

Experienced
May 23, 2021
284
its late, i cant sleep, thoughts over running me like every night, im so lonely, no one understands, im surrounded by people that love me and they dont understand, i wish i was home alone so i could end it rn, i wanna die so fucking bad rn
 
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HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

Warlock
Sep 28, 2022
707
i get it, i get that feeling some days where its so bad that i just wana die right there and then.
I know how frustrating it can feel like being trapped with no escape.
 
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deathisnear

Experienced
May 23, 2021
284
i get it, i get that feeling some days where its so bad that i just wana die right there and then.
I know how frustrating it can feel like being trapped with no escape.
I feel so trapped in so many ways, ctb is my only way to peace, my only escape. I want to do it, im ready to do it and Id do it right now if I could, but something is always in the way and it makes me so angry and even more depressed
 
HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

Warlock
Sep 28, 2022
707
I feel so trapped in so many ways, ctb is my only way to peace, my only escape. I want to do it, im ready to do it and Id do it right now if I could, but something is always in the way and it makes me so angry and even more depressed
i feel the same at times, my problem is lack of a method.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I think we can all sympathise with that agonising frustration. I found it hard to sleep last night thinking about it. It's awful how many of us are just stuck here in anguish.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,906
I also wish to be gone more than anything, there really are no words to describe my dislike for life and to me there's nothing more ideal than finally being able to rest for all eternity and not having to deal with this burden that is existence anymore.

But your frustrations are understandable, as after all leaving this world certainly can be difficult and I do get that it can be tiring feeling trapped in this life that we never asked for in the first place. Of course others can never fully understand what we go through as they cannot experience life the same way, as humans we are all alone after all. I hope that you find the freedom that you are looking for.
 
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