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Itzyagirl

Member
Mar 1, 2020
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I jus wanna be 5 yrs old again when everything was brand new and an adventure. Now everything is lame and depressing. The first time I tried to CTB I was only 9 n Ik exactly what I was doing thankfully I will soon be successful
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
Are you really sure you've considered all your possible options ?
What are the biggest problems that you think can't be solved ?
 
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Itzyagirl

Member
Mar 1, 2020
46
Are you really sure you've considered all your possible options ?
What are the biggest problems that you think can't be solved ?
Yes I've considered it I really can't stay here
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
Yes I've considered it I really can't stay here
ok angel, well then just try to make the best of things as best you can for now.
We'll try to support you in any way we can, and give you as much love as we can...

But I'd still like you to tell me what the biggest / worst things are, if you're willing to.
We love trying to solve tough problems here : ¬ ) :heart:
 
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Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
If you had an amazing childhood then that would be a dream, but when ones childhood was hell then being a child sucks and I wish never to revist that again!
 
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Majin K.

Majin K.

too weak for this world
Jan 9, 2020
232
Same. I wish I could be mommy's little boy again and lay on her lap. Just thinking about it makes me cry. I have a deep longing for motherly love.
 
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Onlyborrowedtime

Realising the golden age never existed
Feb 11, 2020
100
I use to think this alot. One of the big turning points in my life was realising my childhood, the only point in my life I thought I had happyness wasn't happy.

As a quote from my favourite song atm.
"I do this thing where my mind travels back to the golden age
You know those times where you were carefree
And everything was Golden? The golden age
You know those times where everything was golden?
Where you were carefree and everything was golden
The hardest thing I ever had to do
Was come to terms with the fact that...
That time never really existed"
 
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highlyvolatile

highlyvolatile

I don't know anymore.
Feb 14, 2020
278
Being a kid again would be nice for a little while.
 
Moonstruck

Moonstruck

Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters.
Sep 18, 2019
23
I'd like to be a kid again if I could have normal parents and actually experience childhood.
 
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anorexic-pigeon

Member
Feb 29, 2020
38
I fantasize about reliving my childhood in a happy manner all the time. Too bad I have mentally and physically abusive parents... Guess I never had a shot at a happy life anyway. I remember at 13 my dad pinned me against a wall by my hair and shouted at me to "fucking kill myself". Guess he'll be happy when I finally do it.
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
I fantasize about reliving my childhood in a happy manner all the time. Too bad I have mentally and physically abusive parents... Guess I never had a shot at a happy life anyway. I remember at 13 my dad pinned me against a wall by my hair and shouted at me to "fucking kill myself". Guess he'll be happy when I finally do it.
So very sorry to hear this.
 
Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,091
I fantasize about reliving my childhood in a happy manner all the time. Too bad I have mentally and physically abusive parents... Guess I never had a shot at a happy life anyway. I remember at 13 my dad pinned me against a wall by my hair and shouted at me to "fucking kill myself". Guess he'll be happy when I finally do it.
This sounds so formiliar.... Im so sorry you had to go through that
 
lostangel

lostangel

Enlightened
Mar 22, 2019
1,051
Yes, The thought of every day having a new adventure and you don't really have much to worry about. But I don't because being a kid is terrible for some people like me I was defenceless and there was nothing I can do.
 
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s1mplem3

Arcanist
Mar 4, 2020
454
I want to go back when you were 9 and hug you.
 
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Esc9434

Student
Feb 25, 2020
192
Life is so much better when you can make your own decisions.

I think most people fall apart when their regimented lifestyles aka grade school is over.

Not saying that is your case, just speaking in general.