Help I.W.T.K.M.S.B.I.D.W.M.F.A.F.T.B.S

[watereyes]

how much simpler can i get

i've been reasoning like this for the past 5 years.

what the hell do i do, i don't know where to start

 

[Suicidebydeath]

I want to kill myself but I don't want "mofos ass fricking to be sure".

I assume its "my family at funeral". I don't know if mine would ever attend, probably to get more sympathy for themselves and fake grief or something. I hope when I perish its far away from them. Anyway relatable, any thoughts about family at all just make me feel really sad.

 

[Lostandlooking]

I Want To Kill My Self But I Don't Want My Family At Funeral To Be Sad.

Have I got it right? I was amazed how far I got. I'm not sure about 'my family at funeral to be sad'. I got that with some help from the comments above.

It's a tough one for sure. The acronym and also the dilemma.

Edit: Think I got it wrong. See comment below.

 

[not_actually_human]

I want to kill myself but I don't want my family and friends to be sad?

 

[Install-Gentoo]

I want to kill myself but I don't want my family and friends to be sad?

of course. not sure how others don't see this first.

 

[stilhavinightmares]

Same.

 

[watereyes]

I want to kill myself but I don't want my family and friends to be sad?

thats the one. its creepy how we all know what it means.
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i fucking feel like trash

 

[Suicidebydeath]

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of course. not sure how others don't see this first.

I really wish I could relate to the family part. They're the main reason I'm suicidal and my life sucks. I cannot imagine what its like to have a normal family that doesn't actively treat you like garbage. I try not to think about them at all, they make living worse - its the exact opposite of not wanting to die because of them.