opheliaoveragain
Eating Disordered Junkie
- Jun 2, 2024
- 766
like the title says.
i'm not in a place where I am ready to post everything timestamped etc. but I wanted to say something. we partially did this to hopefully educate others as well.
I am both deeply respectful and in active grief
despite us planning it this way.
despite knowing when and how and why
I was never going to be the one to try to alter that choice, I simply provided them a way not to be alone.
we grew very close in the time we talked, spending hours on the phone, even laughing together, real laughter, up until about 20 minutes before the protocol began.
everything was planned by then before I came into the picture, and it's a method that is high on my list. i'll be posting an official thread soon but I just felt the need to vent.
I will never be the same. I love you, M.
thanks for reading
xx Ophelia
edit: for further clarity, the user did not make a goodbye thread themselves. they left that up to me because I said I would take care of it.
i'm not in a place where I am ready to post everything timestamped etc. but I wanted to say something. we partially did this to hopefully educate others as well.
I am both deeply respectful and in active grief
despite us planning it this way.
despite knowing when and how and why
I was never going to be the one to try to alter that choice, I simply provided them a way not to be alone.
we grew very close in the time we talked, spending hours on the phone, even laughing together, real laughter, up until about 20 minutes before the protocol began.
everything was planned by then before I came into the picture, and it's a method that is high on my list. i'll be posting an official thread soon but I just felt the need to vent.
I will never be the same. I love you, M.
thanks for reading
xx Ophelia
edit: for further clarity, the user did not make a goodbye thread themselves. they left that up to me because I said I would take care of it.
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