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AlighieriTTT

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Sep 26, 2022
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I'm not really sure how to feel. I was really drunk and not thinking straight, I tried to down half a bottle of Advil. Obviously that wouldn't have done anything but at the time I wanted to do anything. Luckily my gf was there and stopped me from swallowing too much. Now the morning after I just feel like shit. I don't know how much longer I'm going to last, every day I feel myself getting closer and closer. If I had SN I probably would be dead 3 times over by now. It doesn't even feel like anything anymore, I'm just empty.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I know that it can be so dreadful having to continue this life when all that you want is to be gone. I envy those who have left this world. I wish you freedom from suffering.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
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I'm sorry for what you ate going through. I did the same thing years ago, I swallowed most of a bottle of Advil. Felt like crap the next day. I have sn and am going soon. Tired I hope you find peace.
 
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AlighieriTTT

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Sep 26, 2022
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I'm sorry for what you ate going through. I did the same thing years ago, I swallowed most of a bottle of Advil. Felt like crap the next day. I have sn and am going soon. Tired I hope you find peace.
Yeah everything feels weird rn, although not sure how much is from the hangover and how much is from the Advil
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
Yeah everything feels weird rn, although not sure how much is from the hangover and how much is from the Advil
If I knew about sn back when I took Advil I wouldn't be here right now which probably would have been doing everyone a favor.
 
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makethepainstop

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Sep 16, 2022
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How so many of us suffer, yet the world demands, that the show go on!
 
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lafin

A place only we know
Oct 14, 2022
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I'm not really sure how to feel. I was really drunk and not thinking straight, I tried to down half a bottle of Advil. Obviously that wouldn't have done anything but at the time I wanted to do anything. Luckily my gf was there and stopped me from swallowing too much. Now the morning after I just feel like shit. I don't know how much longer I'm going to last, every day I feel myself getting closer and closer. If I had SN I probably would be dead 3 times over by now. It doesn't even feel like anything anymore, I'm just empty.
I feel empty too it's harder everyday
 

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