Venting I tried but failed

[TraurigerClown]

Today i wanted to start with a new Job assignment after some time, i finally felt ready to go and make some money again.
But after 2 hrs and triying not to puke and even harder to try and not to burst into tears right then and there i ran away into the safety of my apartment...!
Im so done for living!

 

[jodes2]

Life sucks sometimes :(

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm so sorry. I really sympathise. I'm about to start a new job. I'm dreading it.

So- had you agreed to do the job, or were you looking for work? Was it being around people again? That's a big thing that scares me. Maybe you need to start smaller- start going into crowded areas etc. Maybe that's a crap suggestion...

Just know you're not alone. I'm bound to be struggling soon with it too. I'm sorry.

 

[darkdarkdark]

I'm sorry that happened to you. It's hard to overcome anxiety and depression and all that stuffs...

 

[TraurigerClown]

I'm so sorry. I really sympathise. I'm about to start a new job. I'm dreading it.

So- had you agreed to do the job, or were you looking for work? Was it being around people again? That's a big thing that scares me. Maybe you need to start smaller- start going into crowded areas etc. Maybe that's a crap suggestion...

Just know you're not alone. I'm bound to be struggling soon with it too. I'm sorry.

I really wanted to do this Job and finally at least earn some Money to buy SN and all necessitys.
It started slowly by sitting in Boss Office and got worse when they showed me around this company and idk...the moment i was alone with the colleagues it was over, so i ran in my breakfast break...!

Wish you all the best for your new start and i press my thumbs you want have the same issues like me

 

[Forever Sleep]

I really wanted to do this Job and finally at least earn some Money to buy SN and all necessitys.
It started slowly by sitting in Boss Office and got worse when they showed me around this company and idk...the moment i was alone with the colleagues it was over, so i ran in my breakfast break...!

Wish you all the best for your new start and i press my thumbs you want have the same issues like me

Oh no. You poor thing. Sounds like a panic attack. Have either of you been in contact since? I wonder if they would be understanding. I expect quite a few people have worked remotely during the pandemic. It's likely quite a strain for many people re-entering a work environment. You'd like to hope employers might be understanding but I suppose it's so competetive out there these days. I'm so sorry.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds like a really awful and stressful situation to be in, it's certainly understandable feeling so done with existing as there really does seem to be no real relief from suffering as long as we exist here.

 

[movinout17]

I feel this, we all try and fail, it's tough. You're strong for your efforts, I currently am not even willing to try as hard as you do. It's okay, thank you for sharing you experience