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Darkarage

Darkarage

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Codieb1

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SN isn't an illegal drug, there's no reason to lie about what it was. Where did you get it from, and did you even make sure to check that the seller was trusted?
 
Darkarage

Darkarage

never had the opportunity to
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145
SN isn't an illegal drug, there's no reason to lie about what it was. Where did you get it from, and did you even make sure to check that the seller was trusted?
It was from a chemistry lab. But I read thet nitrites are very difficult to obtain here, 'cause is elections season
 
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Codieb1

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178
A chemistry lab wouldn't straight up give you the wrong chemical unless you specifically asked for that
 
Darkarage

Darkarage

never had the opportunity to
Nov 17, 2018
145
A chemistry lab wouldn't straight up give you the wrong chemical unless you specifically asked for that
Exactly, but both can work in a similar way used as fertilizers. And as i said before, is elections season, so when I bought it, some chemical were and still are unable here
 
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Ruffian

Ruffian

Jumpin Jack Flash, it’s a gas gas gas
Jan 16, 2019
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The seller told it was nitrite, motherfucker
Yeah, here's a good example of why we don't have the laugh emoji anymore. There is nothing to lol about any serious attempt even if it's a complete fail. It's also pointless at this time to defend yourself for making an error during a period in your life where you're depressed enough to end your life. @Watcher if you are still going to the bathroom that often, and especially if it isn't solid, please seek medical attention without letting them know it was an attempt. Make up something. At the very least, get fluids of any kind in you as much as possible. Sports drinks are great, but you can also just mix a teaspoon of salt + a teaspoon of sugar in 8 oz. of water and it's basically the same thing. If you can tolerate it, bananas will help restore potassium. I don't understand this reaction and we can't trust any SN vendors at this point.

I'm just a little worried about your health. I know you want to die, but no one on this forum wants to see you suffer.
 
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It wasn't, it was fucked up nitrate not nitrite
oh man that's like the worst thing that can happen to someone. I hope you're ok.

Yeah, here's a good example of why we don't have the laugh emoji anymore. There is nothing to lol about any serious attempt even if it's a complete fail. It's also pointless at this time to defend yourself for making an error during a period in your life where you're depressed enough to end your life. @Watcher if you are still going to the bathroom that often, and especially if it isn't solid, please seek medical attention without letting them know it was an attempt. Make up something. At the very least, get fluids of any kind in you as much as possible. Sports drinks are great, but you can also just mix a teaspoon of salt + a teaspoon of sugar in 8 oz. of water and it's basically the same thing. If you can tolerate it, bananas will help restore potassium. I don't understand this reaction and we can't trust any SN vendors at this point.

I'm just a little worried about your health. I know you want to die, but no one on this forum wants to see you suffer.

This is why I haven't done it yet. I'm scared of failing and seeing how many people these days fail makes me even more scared. If you attempt it you have to make everything fool-proof. Like nothing can go wrong. Not even the slightest thing. It takes a lot of practice I think. Like someone said: Practice makes deadly perfection.
 
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Exactly, but both can work in a similar way used as fertilizers. And as i said before, is elections season, so when I bought it, some chemical were and still are unable here
Did it say purity above 99%?
Sorry that happened to you.
Are you fine? How bad was it?
 
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Vegrau

Wizard
Nov 27, 2018
665
Exactly, but both can work in a similar way used as fertilizers. And as i said before, is elections season, so when I bought it, some chemical were and still are unable here

What does election season have to do with chemical? Wtf?
 
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jake3d

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May 29, 2019
1,033
It wasn't, it was fucked up nitrate not nitrite

It must be NItrite [not nitrate] in @SinisterKid's words.

I am not familiar with your options where you live, but if you decide to try this again, you should perform the testing I have described. Where have you got your product? Do ebay sellers deliver to you?

What does election season have to do with chemical? Wtf?

A lot. Election season is when most drug busts happen because they want to show off.
 
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Vegrau

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Nov 27, 2018
665
A lot. Election season is when most drug busts happen because they want to show off.

But what does that have to do with legal chemical? Are they going to bust that too? So we cant buy drug in drugstore in election season? Because theyre busting people with amoxicillin/paracetamol now? Just why on earth people still buy into those "show" is beyond me.
 
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jake3d

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May 29, 2019
1,033
Election season definitely has to do with drug busts, but indeed, here is most likely a case of either a mislabeled or improperly stored chemical.
 
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Rez_MbChB

Professional
May 21, 2019
141
Bro call an ambulance if youre not dead now youre just fucking yourself up
 
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1234dave

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Oct 5, 2018
369
Was it food grade 99percent food grade nitrite?
 
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jake3d

Enlightened
May 29, 2019
1,033
Nitrate can be lethal too because it gets metabolized into nitrite. But the conversion percentage is very low so you'd have to eat a whole lot of it.
 
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Thorn

Wrecked
Jun 8, 2019
284
Nitrate can be lethal too because it gets metabolized into nitrite. But the conversion percentage is very low so you'd have to eat a whole lot of it.

The amount was unknown, but she would have died without treatment.

The patient's initial methemoglobin (MetHb) level on venous blood gas (VBG) analysis was 92.7%
 
The Mute Viking

The Mute Viking

α †⊕r†⊕urεd p⊕ε†
Oct 10, 2018
205
I'm sorry, komrade.
For your lack of being able to pass in peace and the pain it caused.
My deepest sympathies.
 
Darkarage

Darkarage

never had the opportunity to
Nov 17, 2018
145
I'm sorry, komrade.
For your lack of being able to pass in peace and the pain it caused.
My deepest sympathies.
Im alive, just with anus irritated. And depressive. But thanks
 
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The Mute Viking

α †⊕r†⊕urεd p⊕ε†
Oct 10, 2018
205
Of course, always.
I know I don't know you, but I care about you as much as another suicidal fuck like me can.
 
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Quantumsupply

Member
Jul 13, 2019
13
It must be NItrite [not nitrate] in @SinisterKid's words.

I am not familiar with your options where you live, but if you decide to try this again, you should perform the testing I have described. Where have you got your product? Do ebay sellers deliver to you?



A lot. Election season is when most drug busts happen because they want to show off.
Types of fertilizers available in Guatemala would have to do with manufacturing explosives not drugs. Sodium nitrite is a very common chemical however should not be affected by election seasons etc.
 
Darkarage

Darkarage

never had the opportunity to
Nov 17, 2018
145
Types of fertilizers available in Guatemala would have to do with manufacturing explosives not drugs. Sodium nitrite is a very common chemical however should not be affected by election seasons etc.
Men I've searched in every lab in the city. I called, and I only in one they told me they have nitrates. But before that I've already had read about that nitrates would be unable in the country. Also there was a group of veteran wich were talking about attacking some election sites if the president don't gave them theirs ex veterans salarys like a new law said...

Well finally it all ended good....
 
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This all sound like attention. Hit the Fake Button.
 

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