I took my SN yesterday. Willing to answer questions

[LookAway]

I get that, but how do we know for sure that's what he used? I guess in the end we can never be 100% sure.

Could have swore he posted a picture of it.

 

[neemva]

As title says, yesterday hit me hard. I essentially got confirmation that the one bit of hope that had been keeping me functioning, was a tremendous lie. And I suppose I'd been lying to myself as well.

I mix the glass of sn. I gather a few mementos around me, of people I loved and some I still do. And I lay down in my bed to focus my mind. The first glass is sat there staring at me, and SI kicks in. I wrestle with it, I lose.

An hour later. I win. I go to the kitchen, I mix more. And I throw it back without hesitation at all. I say goodbye to someone who means everything to me. I hear their heart breaking. I feel terrible about this, but I'm finally doing something for me. My choice.

I go back to my bed, and lay down. Wait for oblivion. This is at roughly 4.30pm.
Fast forward to 3AM. Roughly fifteen minutes ago. I become aware of something digging into my back. A photo frame, and I realise I'm still here. I don't have the words to describe that. It's a torrent of emotions.

Anyway. I took the Sn. I felt the affects. I lived the mindset of knowing I had just taken a poison to kill me. While I wish I wasn't still here, I'm willing to answer any questions anyone may have. May as well have something good come out of it

well it is nice that you are still here, but respectfully telling why you are still here is that sn you consumed was very less(around 10gm) and generally people go for 25gm with 50 ml water

 

[user1912012]

Did you take the correct amount for your weight? I know this sounds rude but HOW ARE YOU NOT DEAD I THOUGHT SN WAS SUREFIRE

 

[Sparr0w]

Did you take the correct amount for your weight? I know this sounds rude but HOW ARE YOU NOT DEAD I THOUGHT SN WAS SUREFIRE

read through the thread, they took 15g of a brand that apparently sells nitrate as nitrite

 

[Nitrohelpasap]

Forgive me for being thick. I am not good with math at all. Is anyone able to tell me how much SN i will need. I am 52kg.
How much SN would be efficient?

Did you take the correct amount for your weight? I know this sounds rude but HOW ARE YOU NOT DEAD I THOUGHT SN WAS SUREFIRE

How much would I need if I am 52kg?
Sorry for being thick, math is not my strong point.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

The LD50 is 180mg per kg body weight. LD50 is the amount of a material, given all at once, which causes the death of 50% (one half) of a group of test animals.
In other words, those test animals had a 50% chance of dying at the given dose.

To make it 100%, we would do:
180 x 2 x body weight in kg

At your weight (70kg) you would've needed exactly 25 grams of SN for ~ 100% chance of ctb.

At 70 kg, If you only took about 10 grams of SN, you only had about a 40% chance of ctb.

Hope that clears things up for you

And here I thought the optimal dose would 20-25 gr but now, it seems I may have to accept that it could be 30 gr